Riding the bus to the first time in Journal 2021

I had a bunch of meltdowns over this but I think I’m finally ready. This weekend with my brother we will be riding the bus for the first time. We will go to my campus and then back home. I have to ride it early in the afternoon mainly, the latest being 12pm. However, the latest is 6:15pm which frightens me. But I have to confront this fear. If something goes wrong, I can just get off a stop and call someone to pick me up. I can do this. I can do this if at least I try.