Nope. I don’t like that video I posted yesterday. I tried to use it to help me sleep last night and some of the “bongs” on the bowls were jarring and kept me awake! I think I need something different like a guided meditation or something to concentrate on.
Nope. I had a couple of moments with the Cyclist over the last couple of days. I thiiiink he might have a little drama up his sleeves, and I am NOT going to accept that at all. We have a lunch date planned today and I’m going to broach the subject. I’ve been very direct from the get-go. I am literally trying to stay ALIVE here. I have NO bandwidth for drama, passive-aggressiveness or “joking” mimicry. That will not fly with me. There’s some insecurity there that really surprises me. He’s a C-level executive, for goodness sake. I’ll report back later.
Nope. I don’t have a great attitude every day. I’m not “brave” and I’m not always “strong” and I can’t always have a powerful stance. I’m doing the best that I can under the circumstances. I have chemo brain and chemo body and some days I’m surprised by how great I feel and other days are really, really weird. I will get through, but there are bumps along this rollercoaster ride.