#TMIFiles: Healing Vibrations in These Foolish Things

  • June 23, 2021, 2:01 p.m.
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I got ahead of my work today (WOW! Look at me go!) so I thought I’d just pop on and say hello and that I’m feeling pretty good after a few days of the bluhs. I wish I could describe how this chemotherapy feels, but truly, there’s nothing like it in the world. Only people who’ve been through this would understand.

And I’m so, so grateful for those who understand and can relate and even walk me through. Did you know that there’s even someone on PB who’s been through this before? Of course, I will honor their privacy, but I will also say that I’m eternally thankful for their private messages. They help. A lot. No two people are alike - especially when it comes to cancer and chemo…literally every treatment is unique to the patient, but this person has given me insights that I’d have never known.

Today, someone in my FB group posted while they were getting their chemo treatment and said that they were so grateful for this medicine and the GOOD that it will eventually do for their body and their life. I just thought to myself, wow…this person is being grateful for going through this treatment - this treatment that I equate to a long, drawn out jetlag and a rough days-long hangover. I wonder if I try an outlook like hers that my medicine might go down easier.

We’ll see how that goes. I’m looking for a 2.5 hour meditation that I can do during my next infusion in the hopes that I can make it through the icing protocol easier than last time. I found this one that’s supposed to be good for cleansing the endocrine system and especially the lower abdomen, and it’s over 2 hours of simply meditational sounds:

I’d like to think that this will work better than the throbbing dance music and hip hop I rocked back and forth to in my last treatment. Haha! I’m sure I looked like a mental patient.

I do think I should try it first while lying in bed and not getting treatment because I read some of the comments on youtube and people are saying that they felt a lot of sensations while/after listening to the video. Maybe tonight I’ll put it on as I go to bed and see how it works for me.

Wouldn’t it be amazing to be able to be grateful and feel okay during treatment?

OK. I better get going. I still have a couple of meetings left today and I need to prep. Just wanted to post those thoughts and add that video so I can reference it later.

Hope all’s well with you!

Complicated Disaster June 23, 2021

The thing is that we all know this thing isn't going to beat you! You just have to find the path through that works best for you! <3 xx

Ginger Snap Complicated Disaster ⋅ June 23, 2021

You're right! I bet by the time I find the path my treatment will be done! haha! Fine by me!

Complicated Disaster Ginger Snap ⋅ June 23, 2021

Yesssssssssssssss!!! xx

WhatDreamsMayCome June 23, 2021

Best wishes for an optimum playlist! (and results)!!

Ginger Snap WhatDreamsMayCome ⋅ June 23, 2021

Thank you sooooo much!

Marg June 24, 2021

Hope it works for you!

Jinn June 25, 2021

You have been on a good path all along; you just keep doing better and better. Hugs!

plushcreep June 26, 2021

I'm so glad you have the support of somebody else who has gone through it all before. I imagine that's got to be really comforting.

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