fuck you in new identity

  • Sept. 23, 2013, 1:49 a.m.
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FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. You have taught me how to hate. Really hate. You came from no where into my life. You comferted me for about a year. You were my best friend my lover my support. You changed my life for the better. You taught me how to be comfortable witg myself. You had faith in me when no one else did. You taught me how to find faith in myself. You made me feel accepted. Helped me feel normal. I told you everything. EVERYTHING. And now your gone.

I can't believe you. Out of everyone. You stood by my side when I had no one. And now when I need you the most you dissapear. Where you even real to begin with? Was this all my imagination. Am I really that crazy? What happened to ending our friendship on good terms. What happened to our happy ending?

You broke my heart twice. I should have kept you blocked. But I needed you. I went out of my way to talk to you. And you left me hanging. I can't believe this. I can't believe you. I confided my everything in you and now your gone.

We traveled the world together. We went to Beijing and Victoria we visted montreal. We went to vancouver. I can't believe you left me hanging. You mind fucked the fuck out of me. Are you happy? I can't believe this. You through me off.guard.

FUCK YOU. literally fuck you. I hope ever thought of me makes you suffer because damn right im suffering. I.ache. im so numb. Ya know I looked out my window today and I niticed the sunflowers were dead. Your dead to me. Long gone.

I made you feel uncomfertable?.bull shitt. I live across the world. How the fuck do I make you uncomfertable when I can't even see you. Im so stupid for getting so close to you. Im so stupid. I wanted the memory of you to be my everlasting high but now its posion. Running vivaciously through my veins slowly/painfully killing me.

I will never love agian. Or trust. I wont ever let anyone this close to me again. You ruined it for anyone and everyone. Your not right. Your so not right.

I can't believe you rose. Out of everyone. You let me down and left me with nothing. Just a memory. I don't get it. How can you stoop low now your just somebody that I use to know.

Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just wanna scream for the.entire world to hear me FUCK YOU.

I hope one day we do meet up agian so I can personally tell you how much you hurt me. I cant believe you. You did me dirty.

Im not crazy. You were really here. In my mind. Is this how the mind really works?

Fuck you rose. Rest in peace. Because to me your dead.


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