When you love someone and you would go to the end of the earth for them just to buy them there favorite flower just to turn around and go right back home.... well thats how I feel. I can’t publicly love rose. Its not ok with a lot of people. So I will hide my love for her. And be someone else. Its sad I have to hide this. :/ ugh

But I got to quit lovin her to be honest. It’s not ok for me to love her. Not at all. Maybe I shouldnt have re opened this door. But I can’t shut her out. I can’t do it. It’s not fair to her or myself.