I'm full of anger. I'm not sure if it's the lack of sex, lack of exercise, my frustration with Ian, or the culmination of these things. A little stress at work doesn't help either.
Ian and I were being cuddly this morning. It felt nice, but as soon as it felt nice, I became angry. Keri told us not to do any "processing" in between last appointment and the next one, and I gently repeated that to Ian. I didn't want him to wonder what was happening with me, so I told him that, and that I felt angry. Then we cuddled some more.
I did, I wanted to punch him. I wanted to hurt him. I'm very, very angry. During the next session, that might be what we start with.
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