Today in These Foolish Things

  • Feb. 5, 2021, 11:12 p.m.
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  • I ate a 1/2 sandwich after not being able to eat since Tuesday. I’ve NEVER not eaten - even when I was in the ER with a life-threatening injury. I’ve never gone that long without eating. I can’t believe I even had the energy to walk! But I know I’m going to need the energy to FIGHT.

  • I felt my friends rallying. I can’t tell you how much comfort I feel knowing that people are there for me. I have to say that there were times during this fucking pandemic that I actually felt I was 100% alone. This was an amazing reminder that I am NOT.

  • I feel the love from this community and I appreciate the messages and texts and wishes. I’ve said this so many times, but I still can’t believe I have this virtual community as well. I am so, so lucky.

  • I have been waiting for the results of my CT scan for my abdomen/pelvis. I haven’t heard yet and I think that’s the most anxiety-inducing.

  • I told a guy I matched with on match.com what was going on for full disclosure after he told me he wanted to meet. And he actually called me to talk. I was busy at work so I couldn’t really have a conversation, but I think we’re going to talk tonight.

  • I’m still in shock, but that brings out the talker in me. I may not shut up here. I hope that’s okay.

I love you,
GS


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