Hubby's birthday in General musings

His 65th (13 years older than me -and F ) No answers to my email..or texts. I am trying not to mope. Had gotten hysterical last bite in the supermarket when The Cure's "I will always love you " played..buy then came home to find the nasty email, sooo not crying but sick to my stomach. Hub has already been crying -thinks this is F's way of fucking up his day ...