Inner Demons. in Time To Leave
- Sept. 20, 2020, 6:17 p.m.
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I can’t stop saying “I can’t wait to leave”. I know it’s something I like to say in the moment BECAUSE it’s coming to the time where I am actually going to leave the nest.. And as excited as I am to finally have my own place.. I’m nervous. I still don’t have my dream job. I still don’t have things planned and aligned out for what I need inside a new place, or even a place to say “that one. that’s the one I’ll be in.” I know that I need to pray and put this in God’s hands. But man.. I am so nervous. I am READY! I really am. But at the same time.. am I? This is one of the adultiest adult things I’ve ever done and I don’t want to mess up.
I guess this post is to be continued.
I hope that future Marisa tells me that I had nothing to worry about and that everything turned out perfect.
AnonymousBrownGirl ⋅ March 11, 2021
Future Marisa here.
You had nothing to worry about. Everything is still not perfect. And my dear.. nothing ever will be. But from what we both know.. our life has worked out in the most imperfectly perfect way.