It's okay if I die now, right? in Life In The Now.
- June 19, 2020, 9:15 p.m.
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I spoke to my ex yesterday, funnily enough she doesn’t hate me - it was a relief.
She told me that her grandmother had been sentenced to 7 years in prison and a lifetime of being on the sex offenders register, a fantastic result - a chapter for both our lives closed, finally, a great result.
Thanks to the corona virus. I’m probably about to lose my job - the job(s) I made to rebuild myself when my best friend (my ex) broke everything off, but she’s doing well - she’s getting a promotion.
I’m probably going to lose everything and be set back to where I was when she broke it off and I actually can’t do it.
If it ends that I have no job thanks to Corona.
If it ends that I have to go back to square one.
I’m going to kill myself.
I’m done fighting the impossible odds.
balancedmom ⋅ June 19, 2020
Or...it's an opportunity to reinvent yourself. Don't dwell on the hurt, but find even the little positives to focus on.
❤️vee ⋅ June 19, 2020
I love you G, I'm always here for you. I wish I had the right words to tell you to make you less depressed, but I hope it's at least some small consolation that you are one of my bestest and closest friends, that you truly mean a lot to me. ❤️❤️