Intuition... in General musings

I knew F wasn't doing well, apparently before he did. He was pretty good during the day's calls/texts. If a slight bit "too" up. But by evening, he wasn't texting at all...and when I got the message, "I miss my mom" followed by, "I am sitting here crying like a baby." I wasn't at all surprised. I was very worried...I know he can get suicidal and the thought terrifies me. I did get an "I'm okay" this morning, but I won't really know until I actually speak to him.