Of all shows...New Girl?! (kinda spoilers so don't read if you're a fan) in My Life

My favorite comedy show....and I watched it alone today and thought how on earth can a comedy be so poignant and hit on my own life and marital problems? WHAT?! She said "If I was always honest with you, then we would never stop fighting." Oh my Goood..... And then later....when they talked about being just friends before, and wanted each other to be themselves and who they are....and they said I love you, I love you too....and Jess says "What if that's the only thing we have in common?" I'm kind of glad I didn't watch this with G. And I hope he watches it on his own. I've been trying to figure out the next steps. Honestly, I've been shopping a bit. I feel like if I don't buy the things I need now, and I'm going to be on one income soon, then....I won't have the money to do that any time soon. For me, the kids. Planning, I guess. I saw this psychic, first time ever, last May or June. After talking about the dead people in the room, she flipped cards over and looked up and apologized to me, saying that I would be divorced. That I would date a lot and remarry, and my new husband would be much more like me (cardwise, we were the same suit, and G and I were separate suits/colors). She told me that G wasn't a bad guy, but he was lazy; that he was not abusive and didn't cheat but he just wasn't for me, and that was okay... She told me the kids would be just fine, that she didn't see us needing to move, and that the divorce would be mediation. I've been wanting to see her since and was talking to my dad about this when we had lunch last week. And I mentioned it to a friend, and contacted the woman who'd had the party to get her information. Last night, the friend said a friend of hers was having this SAME psychic to her house THIS Sunday. Did I want to go? I panicked. Not ready to hear things, more just wanting to plan something in the future maybe. And then the phone rang and the caller idea showed the first name of the psychic - wrong number, but I thought....a sign? Really. So I'm going. I'm nervous, and I know to take this with a grain of salt, but I'm very curious what she sees this time around. Our next counseling appt is Monday. I feel like we're gonna go in there and hear that we've not really done much and honestly, I'm sort of done w/this therapist. She's pushed retreats on us from day 1; last week I told her we couldn't afford that and she essentially said if we really wanted to fix things we would. I didn't know when we started seeing her that she's also a religious-type counselor, which has no interest for me. I think I am, in fact, "done." But I need to do some planning. Clean out the basement, try and get the credit card down. The psychic last year said it would be a few years, because I needed to plan. But truly, I can't live like this for much longer. It's miserable.