babysitting in 1st

So, today... all day long... I get Joshua... he's always a pain when I'm also with my sister. Then again... he doesn't do what she wants ans she yells at him. Turns out he's really a little angel. he had a fit that lasted nearly 15 mins this morning... but it's totally understandable because he JUST walked out of his area when mom had to leave for work so it was all "gaamaa" and mom explaining work then "I wa gaamaa" and "I wa wa I wa" which we are sure is "I want what I want" because he says it when he's not getting what he wants... It's been a very quiet day, if I make too much noise he says "shhh" lol I think he likes it quiet which is just fine with me. He's watching Thomas the Tank Engine now but we've been mostly on the floor with puzzles and cars ... we did have a bit of a disagreement about going outside... it's super windy and cold. Lunch was a Sun Butter sandwich (think Peanut Butter it doesn't taste too much different) some popcorn, some cheese and some pear/grape juice... it's half eaten sitting on the table... I don't know how to get him to stay there (here) and eat it, but at least he ate something... He's only called for mom once since this morning, it's more often Gaamaa he's looking for. We are gonna have to clean up in a bit for sure... I need to get mom to write another check and cancel the one she had written. We didn't get a chance to cash the last of what's in Alicen's account when taking her to the respite house. So mom's going to write me a check and I'll take it to her in the morning. Dad...is kicking a dog while it's down. He gave me an anniversary card clipped with a pin that had a photo of my parents when they were without children and filled with photos. "Take this to your mom, I'm done".... 4 1/2 years... He should have been done a LOOONG time ago... but ok... NOW... when mom needs you as Alicen's dad and a friend to help her through this... you asshole... just sayin... I may start calling him Fred... my brother has for the longest time... says he has no respect for the man because when we were younger he lost patience with Scott and knocked his front teeth out.... a kid... 15 maybe at max... 13 at lowest... He's off to an event this weekend and told mom he'd be back Tuesday... told me if all goes well he will be out for 3 weeks. Either way I'm smh for real.