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The most boring person in the world.
[…]To have broken these bounds they would have had to rediscover in themselves that capability which was their birth-right, as it was mine: the capacity to be alone.
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That can't be! in 22600
I checked the list of students from my math class, and my composition class. They have one name in common! I’m going to have to socialise for the first time in years. That makes me really nervous...
But I made a promise… in 22600
I made a promise to continually study from Baby Rudin throughout the entire holiday. Making time for creativity is fine, but what I find happening is that when I use that as an excuse and slack o...
MUST CREATE!!! in 22600
I’ve been pushing myself to study every day from that goddamn book as much as I can. That’s getting too stressful now. I need to be in good mental health for uni, so I’m going to not worry so muc...
I finished chapter 2 of Baby Rudin in 22600
When it was almost the holidays, I promised myself to study from that book at least every other day and see how far I can go. It’s getting quite boring because the end goal of doing that is so fa...
I resolve to make an IRL friend! As long as… in 22600
They show up to the math and composition lectures I go to. We all know that socializing feels like a chore if the other person is too different from oneself! I start Uni next year. The “math for ...
Messiaen doesn't sound like crap anymore! :-O in 22600
I just listened to some Messiaen after all these years. I’ve listened to him before, but I was really into common-practice music, so it sounded like dissonant, incomprehensible, crap. I’ve also l...
I’ve finished all my exams. I did terrible, but they won’t count the grades, probably because this is the last term of K-12 and everyone’s tired. It actually took a lot of work for me to disassoc...
Alien Minds in 22600
It wasn’t long after I fell in love with math. I had just found out about this weird thing called abstract algebra and understood how the different sizes of infinity can be used to prove things a...
Good bye real world in 22600
In my head, I know for sure that none of it really matters, but I still feel despair when my parents complain about my grades and cherry pick friends’ children with stellar grades to make me feel...
I only got 6 hours of sleep last night in 22600
I spent a few hours typing a response to a friend while constantly getting distracted. The habit of distraction from the internet addiction that came about to fill the hole left by the absence of...
I need a good cry but the tears won't come in 22600
I flunked an in-class assignment on Friday. I was supposed to prepare for it outside of class, but I wasted that time away watching YouTube videos to numb myself. Math class just feels so pointle...
