The Brat ⋅
As you will notice if you look around...things have changed. I decided that the old name just didn't fit anymore. I gave myself that name when I left my abusive ex, it meant Not-beloved. Well I am not that person anymore. I am loved and I love myself. One of my self given titles in the BDSM world is a Brat. So I thought I would try it on here for a little while. Something else you might have noticed is all my past entries are private, Like I said it was time for a change.
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More of the same. in 2017
Yesterday was more of the same. I am afraid to do to much because I dont want to make the bleeding start again. I am SO sick of sitting on my sofa watching netflix. I need new shows, movies and b...
Surgery and weight loss in 2017
ok so if anyone ever says Im gonna measure your uterus…dont believe them when they say it wont hurt. When they want to do an endometriosis test and they say it wont hurt....dont believe them. Th...
I need help with a school project in 2017
We need at least 25 people to answer these questions(we have 8). It’s for a project Lee has for his human geography class. There are no wrong or right answers, we just need them answered. Please ...
my new life in 2017
I have sat down here many times with the intentions to write, and didn’t. Lets see if I can get it out today. So I don’t remember exactly what all I have written about, bare with me if its a repe...
I was 263 at the Dr last week, when I woke up this morning I was 255… I started following the Atkins diet Wednesday after I got the news of my high sugar Tuesday. I was unable to find recipes tha...
Ever felt completely alone surrounded by people. I got some bad news at the Dr today and my husband is in a separate room watching Alabama play football instead of snuggling with me.... Yep I fee...
The Fat chick in Plexus here we come.
That was how my mother made me feel at even a very young age. I wasn’t the fat chick....I was 55 pounds of skin and bones in the 5th grade. I was TINY but to my mother I was fat. She use to call ...
Absence in Plexus here we come.
I have been absent on here lately. I just decided to stop sharing my daily food intake as I got some unwanted comments. I am however STILL on my plexus journey. Tomorrow is my official 2 week wei...
Days 6 and 7 in Plexus here we come.
I have never been a good writer on the weekends. I am just so busy....so here is my breakdown of my calorie intake. Saturday Breakfast: 520 2 sausage patties and Grands biscuits 1/4 a cup of cof...
Day 5 in Plexus here we come.
Breakfast: Nutri grain bar 120 (at 7 am) Smart Beginnings Egg, Sausage and cheese Wrap 240 (9am) Lunch: Smart ones Chicken Fettuccini 300 Dinner: Stuffed Potato with Pork 1,519 Calories 168 oz o...
Day 4 in Plexus here we come.
Breakfast: Scrambled egg sandwich with mayo 342 calories Lunch: Southwestern style chicken panini(lean cuisine) with mayo 365 calories Dinner: 2 Hot Dogs with mayo 620 Calories Snacks: White choc...
Day 3 in Plexus here we come.
Breakfast: 120 calories Nutrigrain bar Lunch: 425 calories Wendy’s Grilled chicken Sandwhich with mayo Water Dinner: 616 calories Cheesy Chicken Bundle(Half a chicken breast)231 calories Loaded M...
aches and pains in Plexus here we come.
Ok so my sponsor asked me to make a list of aches and pains to compare to the end of the month so… My joints in my fin- list text heregers hurt all the time. Daily headaches back pain knee pain h...
Day 2 in Plexus here we come.
I was awake at 9 and out of the house by 9:30. So breakfast was on the run. Breakfast: Sonic Corn Dog 230 calories Water Lunch: Lean cuisine southwest chicken panini 330 Calories Dab of mayo 45 C...
Day 1 in Plexus here we come.
My plexus isn’t here yet but I wanted to start my diet TODAY. No more waiting for the perfect day no more excuses. I have starved all day. Lol not a good sign. I slept through breakfast which is ...
Plexus here we come. in Plexus here we come.
I placed my order for plexus today…let’s see if it’s a great as everyone says it is.
nojomo 24 in NOMOJO 2015
On my phone and emotional so ignore errors. Every single holiday I wonder of this will be the one that I can’t get through. Everyone just brings more depression, more sadness, more tears. All the...
nojomo 22 in NOMOJO 2015
I want to write…but not from my phone…bullet points. 10 month old at home all day with no formula or food she liked. Looking for a new job Xmas shopping D yelling at my niece. I will hi...
NOJOMO 19 in NOMOJO 2015
Not much to say really....typical day this week, woke up at 6 out the door by 7:20 dropped the niece off and was at work by 7:30. I was livid when I got to work because I worked 12 hours yesterda...
NOJOMO 18 in NOMOJO 2015
12 hour days....its just to much. woke up at 6:30 got the niece ready for school and dropped her off at 7:20 then I worked at job one from 7:45 this morning til 7:45 this evening. I cleaned her n...
Nojomo 17 in NOMOJO 2015
I meant to write tonight, but I worked til 830, then had to get my niece fed and I’m bed by 9…then I did a job application....im beat I will write tomorrow.
NOJOMO Day 16 in NOMOJO 2015
oops missed a few days…I really really suck at the every day writing As most of you know, I am a masochistic submissive Brat :). I have the most amazing play parter E.M.F(evil mother fucker). He ...
NOJOMO 12 in NOMOJO 2015
ok so I missed a few days. The puppy got into something and was puking white foamy stuff and I wasted $73 to be told he ate something. D left both of his phones and his badge at home, so I got to...
NOJOMO 9 in NOMOJO 2015
OK so I missed a day. I was busy traveling getting my nephew home and is back home safe. By the time we finally got him home and back we were all exhausted. I actually completely forgot to go see...
NOJOMO 7 in NOMOJO 2015
I have to work today 11:30-7:30…not thrilled to be spending my day with someone else’s children. I would much rather be curled up on the couch with my D. Maybe walking a thrift store or a flea ma...
