Jodi (she/her) ⋅ 59 ⋅
Agnostic. Non-religious. Pro-choice. GLBT+ supporter. Psychic. Polyglot. Passionate about writing, books, and adult coloring. Lover of culinary experiments, fitness journeys, and aromatic experiences. VR & AI enthusiast. Coffee and wine snob.
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It’s nice to be able to sprinkle this entry with some good and interesting news on top of the usual health woes I’ve been whining about for a while now. Yes, I’m still struggling with fatigue, t...
I had tons of dreams during my shitty-as-fuck sleep, but the only other one I remember is being married to Jerry Orbach, of all people, LOL. We were drinking heavily one night and laughing our a...
If the Honker went straight home and didn’t stop anywhere in the US to visit anyone along the way, he’s just in time for a 36° snowstorm. LMAO. I’m back to being psychic in a bad way. I was cor...
Last night was long, exhausting, and left me feeling totally hopeless. Today, I am a little better after sleeping a whopping 9 hours and 15 minutes. I must have really needed the sleep, but I’m ...
I am so fucking frustrated that I have the overwhelming urge to beat my head into the wall, pull my hair out of my head, or do something. Yesterday was a great day. I had wonderful energy that l...
I’m so tired of selfish people and one-sided conversations; I really am. The kind where someone says something or shares a picture and you comment and ask questions, and then you do the same and...
It WAS a dream premonition. Thank you, honker, for turning that dream into a reality after all and leaving before the 20th! Yeah, the trailer is here, the motorcycle has been loaded, and it shou...
Today my nose is in Auburn and my life is in Citrus Heights. My allergies started going off all of a sudden. The kind where I’m sneezing and my nose is runny. Just took Claritin, so hopefully it...
Tom saw the optometrist, and he was told what he already knew—his cataract is much worse, and it’s time to get it dealt with. Now he’s waiting for a callback from the same damn ophthalmologist h...
As I’ve always said, if there were a god, it would have to be pretty damn misogynistic to allow women to go through all we go through. But for one such womanly problem called menopause, I am now...
Written yesterday afternoon: Back from the dentist and in tons of pain. It was both horrible and quick. The pain should be worth it in the end, though, because that’s one less crown I have to w...
I wish we weren’t so damn broke now. Or better yet, let me rephrase that: I wish our money wasn’t tied up in other things right now, like my health. Tomorrow, I get the tooth pulled. He’s doing ...
Because I either can’t come up with a title or I come up with too many to choose from, I’m just gonna start putting the date in the subject line because it’s just easier that way. I was hoping ...
My house is starting to feel like a prostitute—too loose from too much use. At 35 years old, the door hinges are loose, the outlets are loose, and plenty of other things are too. Part of me is ...
A Hopeful Shortcut in 2020s
My favorite rodent and I just shared a meal together. Yesterday, I was tired as fuck because an unusually loud truck woke me up, and it was hard to get back to sleep. Today, I’m still tired as f...
Ouch! Doing a belly flop on a waterbed can be just as uncomfortable as doing one in a pool. Anyway, I thought I’d get comfy and take the time to write about the horrible nightmare I had. Oh, I...
Haunted Dolls in 2020s
Making like-minded online connections has always been enjoyable for me. I love the idea of an online bestie—someone I grow close to and who grows close to me, sharing much of our lives with the ...
Paid to Play in 2020s
It’s been a windy day, and we even had a little rain. It was frustrating because the temperature and breeze would have been perfect for opening the windows for some fresh air. But I knew that wo...
Trying to Hang onto Hope in 2020s
Goodbye, Spectrum—hello, Frontier. We switched providers because Frontier offered a better deal without sacrificing speed. After a couple of good days, it’s right back to fatigue, fatigue, fati...
Dentist Appointment in 2020s
Yesterday was a very stressful day for me—not so much because I was tired, but because I was worried about my health, the costs, and everything that comes with it. It was pretty windy, and that ...
Pulmonologist Appointment in 2020s
My pulmonologist appointment went as expected—not great, but I still hold on to a shred of hope I can eventually get some of my energy back. The company that supplies my CPAP determines whether ...
Aly & Fatigue in 2020s
Beginning to fear more and more that the days of going to bed without worrying whether I’d have enough energy to get through the next day are definitely a thing of the past. Today, I feel worse ...
My lungs were better yesterday, though I still had some tightness and still do. I’m going to be really pissed if the pulmonologist canceled my appointment on Monday just because I stupidly did...
Moved Stinky Tinky in 2020s
Yesterday was a horribly rough day. I was not only groggy and hungover from the melatonin, but my lungs were also so tight. Because Tom was a little tight too, we were wondering if the oak tree ...
Ran Off the Road, Exhausted, and Unable to Breathe in 2020s
Once again I thought it pointless to have old journals visible when I have my bio here. If anyone does want to read stuff from before this decade, the link is on my profile. Where I felt great ...
