Keyboard Confessions ⋅ 41 ⋅
My life is good, but ...Well, but.
You don't get what you wish for; you get what you work for.
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here i come again. in ins and Outs 2015
I have ballooned to 230lbs even after getting down to 204 two months ago. I have drank almost every single day for at least a year (after so long you just start forgetting when it started). By d...
someone.so.nter-es-ting in ins and Outs 2015
How do you stay sober when intoxication is your only connection with someone interesting ?
doom-da-doom-doom-doom in ins and Outs 2015
No hope.
rinse, repeat in ins and Outs 2015
I haven’t had a drink today, but I reeeeally want to. I keep thinking, “Just one”, and I wonder if I really could keep it to one even if just this once. If I told my spouse, “Just one”, and he ag...
fuuuuuuh in ins and Outs 2015
Ale. FAILFAILFAIL. I could sing a goddamned opera about how big I failed today. It makes sense. Today was Day Two.
Day One in ins and Outs 2015
I’m so tired of Day One, but here I am, and today is going to be better. I’m handing over my bank card, and I’m not going to drink today. I won’t let it happen. I can do this. There is no reaso...
This is what addiction looks like in ins and Outs 2015
Drinking the left over beer in the fridge from yesterday. Maybe you could have stayed sober today, but One is never just one. You go to the store for produce, walk out with produce and a four pac...
Limits in ins and Outs 2015
This is the 100th “Day 1” I’ve had in the past 6 months. I think I finally reached my limits last night, finally admitting that I can’t stop drinking on my own whilst in tears. I didn’t want to a...
