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here i come again.
I have ballooned to 230lbs even after getting down to 204 two months ago. I have drank almost every single day for at least a year (after so long you just start forgetting when it started). By d...
someone.so.nter-es-ting
How do you stay sober when intoxication is your only connection with someone interesting ?
doom-da-doom-doom-doom
No hope.
rinse, repeat
I haven’t had a drink today, but I reeeeally want to. I keep thinking, “Just one”, and I wonder if I really could keep it to one even if just this once. If I told my spouse, “Just one”, and he ag...
fuuuuuuh
Ale. FAILFAILFAIL. I could sing a goddamned opera about how big I failed today. It makes sense. Today was Day Two.
Day One
I’m so tired of Day One, but here I am, and today is going to be better. I’m handing over my bank card, and I’m not going to drink today. I won’t let it happen. I can do this. There is no reaso...
This is what addiction looks like
Drinking the left over beer in the fridge from yesterday. Maybe you could have stayed sober today, but One is never just one. You go to the store for produce, walk out with produce and a four pac...
Limits
This is the 100th “Day 1” I’ve had in the past 6 months. I think I finally reached my limits last night, finally admitting that I can’t stop drinking on my own whilst in tears. I didn’t want to a...
Book Description
Recovery take Two.
