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Today was...difficult and heavy. I'm emotionally spent.
High Fidelity (nsfw) in Okay
Just to expand on yesterdays thoughts on leaving a little and maybe I'm the only one but I doubt it...Nowhere, in any scenario, is she having better sex than the sex she is currently having i...
A.F.I - The Leaving Song Pt.II People leave. They don’t do it on a schedule, and absence isn’t neat. They just fucking go sometimes, and you’re left scrambling to figure out what’s left behind...
Got the news this afternoon that my grandmother is riddled with cancer... She'll most likely go to palliative care. One minute she's alert, the next minute she's in a coma My mom is a mess, na...
Well, damn... in Okay
We were supposed to watch new girl But we just ended up talking about suicide And eating cake by the ocean The minutes tick by And the pain in my brain I don't even notice Wake me up, w...
What the fuck... I'm stuck somewhere between laughing my ass off and destroying my fucking home. "everybody knows, that's how it goes..." Fuck you, Leonard Cohen. Not really, I love you So...
Was it something I did?Was it something I said?Was it something I wrote? Say one thing, say another thing, say a third thingWhat's the true thing? Could you keep them all straightI think I know ...
False Idols in Okay
I found faith in the bottom of a bottle,In rooms filled with cigarette smoke,Cocaine warriors,And women for hire,I found comfort in the distance from emotionWhen the pain came back, I just ask...
Makin' wishes in the darkDon't come for me, don't come for meYou aint a lion, you aint a threatMore fear than you can speak,Tongue is knotted and your lungs drownStay in the sunlight where you b...
God does not play dice in Okay
Man...School...I hate it thanks. I knew I wasn't going to be a big fan of marketing. Or deadlines really... But some of the material makes me want to poke my eyes out. My grandmother's in the ...
Ten Toes In When I'm Standing on Business in Okay
I lead the brokenhearted,Don't be fooled, I'm just letting myself downI quit everything I start,Only I didn't start this game, I thought you said you wanted to play,I thought you said you wante...
Just Before I Start in Okay
I used to think the songs you'd post were for me,The words you couldn't or wouldn't say,They are so specific to what we experience, But the benefits of silence, of hindsightIt allows for contem...
This is older. I'm too old for this shit now but when I wasn't, damn was it fun. Thousands of cramped bodies, heat, dripping with sweat. Heart-breaking adrenaline coursing through every sin...
It's so cold out here, outside your influenceI pull the collar of my jacket around my ears, And as I exhale, my breath freezes in the shape of you The fire that was there no longer is,I wandered...
Approaching 300 in Okay
Go down the list... Both handsI hate Jimmy PageGod of WineBreak My Heart AgainMapsComa WhiteJay's Rap 2001SleepWhen You Grow Up, Your Heart DiesMidwestPlay Crack The SkySave Yourself Thi...
Matters of the Heart in Okay
You fuck with my head like it's nothing One minute you're the sweetest fucking girl that I know. The next I'm a fucking asshole that you hoped would dieAnd I know by now I should fucking walk aw...
Fuck me this was a day I did not expect I was hoping it was just going to be a normal fucking vet appointment for her but turns out her heart is so fucking big and she's got blood going into h...
Uncontrolled panic attack...Didn't realize until it was too late...She takes my breath away...In the right ways...And the wrong ways...The drugs work quick Nervous system still glitching out The...
I heard you once say not long agoThat I have a light That I don't belong in darknessThat I'm not built to hide away in some hole But girl I know I have some of the dark in me Cuz it's the ...
Stones Throw in Okay
I know I ain't good for you I ain't even good for me My soul is all twisted up like a tree around its rootsI do the wrong things and I say the wrong things They always come out wrong latelyAnd i...
I swear to Christ, you keep me at a distanceSo you wont cause an accidentAnd I'm a danger but so fucking harmless,So I speak these words to say nothing at allWhen we pass the ball back n forth ...
Talk To Me in Okay
If you want to get me in the mood... Talk to me about space, time, and religion... Tell me all your thoughts on God Tell me the moment you realized your paradigm shifted... And then tell me ...
Dirty Dangles in Okay
I lied when I said I don't dream,Sometime I do all the time, Sometimes I remember them all, And I wake up looking for you, Because your scent still lingersBut now I try not to sleep because it's...
There is an irking in my soul that grows louder each passing moment, and I know yours does as well. For too long we have sat dormant, silent, yet without idle minds. And it is with these minds ...
Different languages in Okay
“hey…” “hey” “where have you been?’ “right in front of you.” “I didn’t see you.” “yeah, it’s ‘cause you didn't want to.” She smiled a smile that cut through his pain like a cold knife...
