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It's so cold out here, outside your influenceI pull the collar of my jacket around my ears, And as I exhale, my breath freezes in the shape of you The fire that was there no longer is,I wandered...
Approaching 300 in Okay
Go down the list... Both handsI hate Jimmy PageGod of WineBreak My Heart AgainMapsComa WhiteJay's Rap 2001SleepWhen You Grow Up, Your Heart DiesMidwestPlay Crack The SkySave Yourself Thi...
Matters of the Heart in Okay
You fuck with my head like it's nothing One minute you're the sweetest fucking girl that I know. The next I'm a fucking asshole that you hoped would dieAnd I know by now I should fucking walk aw...
Fuck me this was a day I did not expect I was hoping it was just going to be a normal fucking vet appointment for her but turns out her heart is so fucking big and she's got blood going into h...
Uncontrolled panic attack...Didn't realize until it was too late...She takes my breath away...In the right ways...And the wrong ways...The drugs work quick Nervous system still glitching out The...
I heard you once say not long agoThat I have a light That I don't belong in darknessThat I'm not built to hide away in some hole But girl I know I have some of the dark in me Cuz it's the ...
Stones Throw in Okay
I know I ain't good for you I ain't even good for me My soul is all twisted up like a tree around its rootsI do the wrong things and I say the wrong things They always come out wrong latelyAnd i...
I swear to Christ, you keep me at a distanceSo you wont cause an accidentAnd I'm a danger but so fucking harmless,So I speak these words to say nothing at allWhen we pass the ball back n forth ...
Talk To Me in Okay
If you want to get me in the mood... Talk to me about space, time, and religion... Tell me all your thoughts on God Tell me the moment you realized your paradigm shifted... And then tell me ...
Dirty Dangles in Okay
I lied when I said I don't dream,Sometime I do all the time, Sometimes I remember them all, And I wake up looking for you, Because your scent still lingersBut now I try not to sleep because it's...
There is an irking in my soul that grows louder each passing moment, and I know yours does as well. For too long we have sat dormant, silent, yet without idle minds. And it is with these minds ...
Different languages in Okay
“hey…” “hey” “where have you been?’ “right in front of you.” “I didn’t see you.” “yeah, it’s ‘cause you didn't want to.” She smiled a smile that cut through his pain like a cold knife...
I wrote this a bit ago... So now we know why it was so hard to find out how she passed. Suicide. Suicide. How…strange. So out of place. So shocking, and yet, because it was her, not shocki...
You try to tell me things through notes and lies If you can drop it then so can I but Through all the begging, all the pleading, all the words that we misremembered You never once said to...
When our eyes stop working in Okay
I was thinking about it I was thinking about it So I lit the fuse And I'm on my bed staring at the ceiling My pinky fingers feeling kind of weird, Feels like it's missing yours I sc...
It's 1:00 a.m.... I just heard the sexiest voice... The way they said my name... I don't even know how to explain it... But wow, how am I going to sleep tonight now? I cannot get it out of my ...
A short story in Okay
See, love can be a foul thing because sometimes you can be so sure and you spend, literally, a lifetime sleeping next to this person you chose to love forever. And waking up with them. And fuc...
... This leap in Okay
I'm here. Way over here. I knew trouble abound a long time ago But I still did it... But the words flow And flow and flow and flow And I feel better And I don't Fuck me
I wish I hated you in Okay
I wish I could tell you I hated you I wish I could say that I never met you Because so many times you ripped out my heart without ever knowing You say you're sleeping fine at night Well...
Sometimes in the dead of winter when nothing is happening and everything appears dead, that's when you know it's time to dig your feet into the snow and push forward cuz it can't get any fuckin...