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Suicide in Okay

I wrote this a bit ago... So now we know why it was so hard to find out how she passed. Suicide.  Suicide. How…strange. So out of place. So shocking, and yet, because it was her, not shocki...


February 03, 2026

Find me in Okay

You try to tell me things through notes and lies  If you can drop it then so can I but Through all the begging, all the pleading, all the words that we misremembered  You never once said to ...


January 22, 2026

When our eyes stop working in Okay

I was thinking about it  I was thinking about it  So I lit the fuse  And I'm on my bed staring at the ceiling  My pinky fingers feeling kind of weird, Feels like it's missing yours  I sc...


January 17, 2026

Voices in Okay

It's 1:00 a.m.... I just heard the sexiest voice... The way they said my name... I don't even know how to explain it... But wow, how am I going to sleep tonight now? I cannot get it out of my ...


January 13, 2026

... This leap in Okay

I'm here. Way over here. I knew trouble abound a long time ago But I still did it... But the words flow  And flow and flow and flow  And I feel better  And I don't  Fuck me


January 06, 2026

I wish I hated you in Okay

I wish I could tell you I hated you  I wish I could say that I never met you  Because so many times you ripped out my heart without ever knowing  You say you're sleeping fine at night  Well ...


January 05, 2026

January in Okay

Sometimes in the dead of winter when nothing is happening and everything appears dead, that's when you know it's time to dig your feet into the snow and push forward cuz it can't get any fuckin...


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