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Working Out in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Oh boy. More drama last night. I swear, if I make it out alive I will be the strongest woman on earth. Dont really need to get into it. Things are okay now were still talking and talking a...
Not Giving Up in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Well. First things first, I have to thank everyone who noted me yesterday and today (publicly and privately). I normally dont want to use my diary to solicit advice, but yesterday I almost cr...
And Then the Ball…. in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
drops. Or the rug unravels. Or something. Will somebody please help me out with this one? I dont think Im coming across to Grrrrrr like he needs to hear it. And it means the end of us i...
One Big Happy… in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Hello! Its me again. The REAL me again. The houseguests are gone, and Im back from a business trip to Los Angeles. Its been a very long and trying three weeks, and Im slooooowly getting ...
Do We Look Like…. in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
…a family?! How unbelievably amazing is this? It sort of freaks me out–sometimes in a good way, sometimes in the scariest of all ways. I’m sorry, still no time to write. Things are good. We...
I Will Only Focus on the Good Stuff in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
So. I got to ride in a limo yesterday on the way to the airport!
K-Day! in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Grrrrrs kids are coming TODAY!!! Im still nervous about it, but more excited at this point than anything else. And you know whats weird? You know how Im totally stressing out about meetin...
Up All Night in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Lets recap shall we? Grrrrrs kids are coming on Monday, right? And yes, his ex-wife and her new husband are bringing them to the US because the lil’ Grrrrs are really too young to fly over...
Around the World in a Whirlwind!* in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Wow. It feels like a million years. And it feels like Ive been around the world and back. Oh yeah I have. Ugha 16-day around-the-world business trip. Where am I? Where wasnt I? I start...
Long Overdue in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Started an entry a week ago. Updated and updated almost every day, but still didnt feel like I had a real entry pulled together, so I just figured Id scrap it and start over from scratch. ...
Kate’s Request in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
This is for you, Kate… What I Love About Grrrrr complements me dailyseveral times a day is incredibly attractive to me the chemistry is definitely there always doing little stuff for m...
Updates on Various: in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Car Balk: My commute to and from work has gotten quite insane. Since the beginning of the year, they have closed a whole bunch of lanes on the highway that I use. This construction isnt supp...
Wake-Up Call in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Wanna hear about the dumb thing I did this morning? So Grrrrr and I have this morning ritual, right? I get up before he wakes up, take my shower, make coffee, bring him coffee and kiss him o...
What’s This? An Entry?! in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Entries. They are so hard to get out lately. I suppose it has a lot to do with the fact that my dumb laptop is still brokendespite the fact that I bought a new reboot disk AND took it into th...
Baby Blue.* in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
I dont really understand how when I start out a conversation with such good intentions, all hell breaks loose. I guess its just that Ive never been able to verbalize the things that swirl in...
Snaps in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
An entrys coming Ive been enjoying .(for the most part): And now, back to reality.
What Do I Do?? in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
I keep fucking up this relationship. I don’t get it. I love this man. Am I sabotaging? A few examples: I am so, so, sooooo ashamed, but I get kinda resentful of the kids and the ex and the ...
And Yet…Unsure. in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Yeah, so we went on a cruise and had the best time ever–In fact, it was the best vacation I’ve ever taken in my life. It was everything I’ve ever dreamed of: romance, nudity on the balcony, se...
Therapy Stress in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Wellllll ..Ill write about the fantastic weekend we had in a non-favorites only entry. For now, what I have is an update to last entry The Session: It was a toughie. First of all, I was a ...
Our Bed in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
I slept on the couch last night because you were so mad at me. I told you before that I never wanted to go to bed like that, and you told me if I ever felt that way we should talk it through…an...
Angry in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Dammit. The more I think about it, the angrier I get. And therapy in t-minus 1 hour. Hopefully, the bomb will be defused. At least we’re talking. Oh yeah, and his ex-wife gets remarried tom...
Pix from the Phone * edit with MORE! * in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
THIS is what’s gotten me all shaken up lately: I adore dimples…and that glow! (heh) My new running kicks are totally photo-worthy! BIG KISS!!
After-Thanksgiving Update *yawn* in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Hi. Im going to attempt to get an entry in while I do the following here at the office: Create my own end-of-year review (called an Individual Development Plan and done on some kind of onl...
Tidbits in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
An entry. My gosh, why is it so hard to write an entry these days? I guess because my laptop at home is still broken, and even if it were working, Im sure I wouldnt be writing from home anyw...
Four-Month Marker in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)
Things are quite amazing with Grrrr Im almost afraid to write that for fear of the jinx. But its so crazy how crazy in love I am. And now I see him looking at me with those eyes again. The ...