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I’ve been overwhelmed with notes the past few entries as I’ve tried to wrap my brain around the deal with EXMS (the whole deal, not just the weird lies, etc. I am trying to figure out why I had ...

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The first time I went to EXMS’s apartment, around our 4th date or so, he was still in the process of moving in (I met him about a month after he moved to town). He’d finally gotten his shipmen...

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I’m happy that this JPTM thing is purely for writing down positive things, and that if a day is skipped it’s really okay…I can double up on the next day. I had an INCREDIBLE day today! Gym, ...

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I took the plunge and created a profile on an internet dating site that is not match.com just to take a peek around at some of the possibilities. Not completely ready for this, but then again,...

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This morning brings a nice, thunderous rainstorm! I love it! Well, I love it because I don’t have to drive to the office in it. Yeah, I’m sitting back with my cup of coffee and the Today show...

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Um….hi! Great things rattling around tonight: A couple more job prospects. Never know what might come from them, but…positive thoughts, please!!! Worked out OK, said hello to Hubba-Hubba @ ...

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My “positive thing” version of faux fried chicken: chix breasts, marinate in whatever’s in the fridge overnight, dip into a hearty mixture of bread crumbs, crushed corn flakes and 11 herbs and ...

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Crap. Backslid a little bit. I guess I was feeling cocky, so I checked out Match.com to see what was going on out there. Should have known I’d see EXMS back on and raring to go. It stung a l...

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I am starting to feel a bit more ambitious about the job search and am gearing up for action! This could be exciting! Speaking of exciting, went to a new gym that’s out of my way in order to ...

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I got sick of myself wasting my mid-afternoons, so I decided to take myself to lunch (+glass of wine) at a local lunch hot spot with notebook and macbook in hand. Time to organize! I have a go...

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JUPOTHIMO reminds me of yelling, “JERONIMOOOOO!!” Taking a new plunge. Let’s try a new angle: Things I LOVE about myself today: I am realizing that things are not as scary as they might seem...

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Things I LOVED about this weekend: The 50th B-Day party was fantastic! I got out there a little early and got a little alone time with the guest of honor and her girls and her husband. And ...

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Bought myself just a little bit more time before I leave to attend TWO milestone birthday parties (one 40th and one 50th…my friends are getting up there, folks). Last night didn’t really go a...

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Ahhhh yes, and so where were we on my purgings of late? Oh yeah, trying to figure out why I’ve made the choices I’ve made. Hmmmmmm….I guess that kind of remains to be seen. You know, when I’m...

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JuPoThiMo I’m heading out to a Happy Hour, and I figure if I don’t do this now, I’ll never get it done. And what better time to talk about positives than before Happy Hour, right? 1. Today, ...

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[I’ve decided to make this entry friends-only. I rarely write friends-only because I kinda like the idea of sending my thoughts out to anyone and everyone very randomly and anonymously, but as ...

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Things I Loved Today: I loved treating myself to a really nice lunch and a book. I loved getting some poison out of my soul…felt really good to get out. I loved getting in touch with an old f...

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Having some time on my hands to think about things has been a good and a not-so-good thing. I like being able to sort through my life to try to figure things out, but at the same time, it’s pai...

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Things I Loved Today: I loved talking on the phone with TMG [technically] this morning. He’s in Atlantic City at some kind of convention and I told him to walk over to a roulette table and put...

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I think it’s going to rain today, so I’m using this time outside while I can. Maybe the rain will help me focus? Maybe it will make me feel cooped up and sad? I don’t know. Day 3 without c...

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JuPoThiMo OK. I’m going to try to do the positive thinking thing during the month of June. Let’s see where this gets me. 1. I have created an unbelievably amazing support system here on OD ...

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As you probably have been thinking because of my lack of writing about anything of substance regarding my love life or EXMS, the “time out” with him didn’t last too terribly long. We talked pre...

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At around 4am, when I started writing the previous entry, I also sent a text to TMG. He called me right around the time I hit the “send” button. He talked with me for an hour, and then found u...

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Re: Title of this entry: That was something that someone shouted from a top-floor window (possibly the roof of the building?) as I was driving into the parking area of my loft building the oth...

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Ups and downs. Back and forth. I thought that the phone interview for the potential job went well. I talked to a “training” person. I guess she’s part of HR for this company. I told her a...

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