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I don’t know why, but I feel better today. Perhaps it’s because I didn’t drink a drop of alcohol last night. I also think it has something to do with writing down some of the things that I do ...

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My ability to bounce back. Because I know that I can. I’ve done it before. Knowing that I will be a (yet) stronger person because of this–automatically! Knowing that I hold ALL the powe...

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Wow. I just went back through and read alllll the entries I’ve written since I’ve known SexyPants. Weird. It really was all there, wasn’t it? The feeling of disconnectedness when he traveled...

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…so guess I will start right here. I found out that SP was lying/cheating/flirting/womanizing, etc. etc. the whole time we were together. Granted, it was always completely out of eyesight and ...

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I don’t know what to say, other than SexyPants and I broke up. It is the most horrible thing that I’ve ever had to discover about the man who was the “best” I’ve ever had… how do I even come to...

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I’m so bummed that OD is probably going away. I’ve been here for what seems like millions of years.

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Hi! So I started an entry on Friday, left it, and now I’m not sure where the hell it went, but oh well. Must not have been that important. Either that, or Krab Kakes got her hands on it. Heh...

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RYN: [Elaine Benes]–Krab Kakes is on meds that keep her from having breakdowns. Since we share a cube wall, I can hear her every move, and vice versa. She can hear me tapping out this entry ri...

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Getting ready for big, big meetings and I’m feeling like writing. What is wrong with me? I’ve told you that Krab Kakes is my new-ish counterpart at work, right? Imagine this: One Grumpy Oldis...

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Two hundred and fifty days until I am Mrs. Ginger Snap-Pants! Hee-heee! I am getting very, very excited. SexyPants and I had one teeny tiny stress-out over our guest list over the weekend. W...

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Hi again! Stuff is good and crazed (or maybe not so crazed after yesterday). I’m leaving tomorrow for 10 days in Paris/London/New York. I’m headed on another one of those crazy trips I take wi...

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Wanted to come back and write some more because I had such a nice evening with SexyPants last night, even if we were in bed and I was snoring (albeit quietly) 9 by 9 or 9:15-something. He is so...

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Where was I? Everywhere. And I’m off again soon. I’m stressed and for the first time in a long time, I’m feeling a real need for some balance. I am completely out of sorts. Things have been...

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So I blew NoJoMo all to hell. Oh well. Onward. Sooo much to write about! First thing’s first. Just when I thought I couldn’t love a man any more than I already do, SexyPants goes and rocks ...

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Well, well. Back again to share some more details. At this point, I’m going to need to write as much as I can and get some feelings out… I am getting so excited about The Wedding and being Se...

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Well, today is Day 10. Oh well. I’m here tonight. So! The Engagement continues! While we thought we’d chosen a good date with October 6th, 2012 (for several reasons, but mostly because I wa...

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PIC OF THE DAY! He put a ring on it! TODAY… 1. Thankful for NoJoMo again. Hope I can do this! 2. So thankful for everyone here. 3. Thankful for the love of my life! 4. Thankful for ...

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Hi y’all! I need to get some of this down so that I can look back and remember the joy and the passion that I’m feeling lately. Why is it that when things are so busy and awesome and a little ...

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Whelp. SexyPants has been outta town and we got kinda disconnected, but I’m looking forward to getting back in touch tonight. I’m picking him up at the airport at 8PM, which means I’ll hang ou...

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Hey. I’m back. Still a little jetlagged, but so very happy to be back home and at the office (ha!) and back with my honey! Whew. This trip seemed like such a long one. I actually got back l...

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About an hour and a half after I wrote my last entry, SexyPants called. Well, facetimed (which I love). He told me that he’d had a really emotional weekend, and that he hadn’t been sleeping be...

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I’m in Hong Kong. I’ve been up since 2am. Jetlagged. PMS. Not a good combination…not at all. It’s now approaching 6am. Going to be an interesting day indeed. I have three big meetings in ...

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So very busy lately. Same old story, eh? I’m leaving on Thursday for Taiwan. Then Hong Kong, then Shenzhen, then Donguan, then Guangzhou, then Shanghai. Two weeks. I’m exhausted and not rea...

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Really wish I had time to write and write and write and write. Alas. Gotta get this thing called work done. I used to be able to write. What has happened? Oh! The good news is, I’m getti...

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…that I come here. Somebody just gave me the best advice in the world. I’m going to try. I am. I love you.

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