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In an effort to start putting a positive spin on at least some of my entries (and also in hopes that it will shake me from this slump), I’m compiling a list of things that make my heart flutter....

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Shite. A brief power outage at work caused me to lose an entry and my thoughts. Eh, not really. You know where my thoughts have been lately. I got squat done yesterday. Calls in the after...

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The New Year’s Resolution Update is on hiatus until I can get over the debacle that was April. I know I’ve been kinda blowing it off month by month. And having TEN resolutions to update is a g...

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I woke up hangover-free this morning. But I’m still exhausted and bluh and junk. Left work last night at 7, which meant I was late for my workout and still felt crappy from Sunday’s all-day Ma...

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Dipped real low this weekend. Still recovering today. I don’t know why this stuff has hit me in such a way, but my self-esteem has really been bruised. This is not normal for me. Usually I’l...

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Remember when I said that I sent Ethan an e-mail the other day? Well, the reason I did was because he’d left a jacket in my car and I thought that he must’ve forgotten about it or he would have...

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(continued…) The whole independent thing. Sure, it’s true. I love the fact that I completely take care of myself and that I don’t need anyone. But two major things happened this week to make...

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Here are just a few: 1. On one of your most important workdays, count on having some sort of major dental catastrophe. 2. The harder you bust your ass at work, the more your performance apprai...

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Saturday morning I woke a little late. Rubbed my eyes and lolled in bed trying to convince myself that I should go to my 9:15 workout. Finally, when I had about five minutes left to get ready,...

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The weekend was a strange mixture of fancy parties gone awry, lovely laziness and excruciating loneliness. My weekend actually started Thursday night with Theo. We met for cocktails at a wonde...

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Yesterday, I went to one of our company-wide learning-session meetings. These are long, drawn-out meetings that get really, really boring. My ass inevitably falls asleep while sitting for thos...

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I feel a chill in the air coming from Ethan’s direction. I’m just a little pissed at myself for writing all that stuff about wanting to get to know him before I let anything happen with him,...

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What is it about lips? Whenever I’m with someone I find attractive, I seem to concentrate on them. Fixate on them. No, I barely look at the eyes. It’s the lips that capture me and hold my at...

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(continued from previous, Act III…) Set #3: Sexy and full. Handsome. No, Gorgeous. So, so happy. Always smiling in a way that you can’t help yourself but blush and smile back. Wholesome a...

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A Attitude. I can’t seem to adjust it. I’m nervous about every little thing going on in my life right now. Why can’t I relax?? B Balance. I don’t think I’ve ever had a time in my life whe...

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Mmmmmmmnnnnmmm. How wonderful to sleep in today. I woke up at 11:00, and have been just lounging around ever since. I can’t remember the last time I’ve been so lazy. Had major, MAJOR deadlin...

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Um.. It’s 10:30 PM. I’m still at work. I did this last night too. What’s wrong with this picture? I mean, I have to turn my line in tomorrow and all. But…..this is getting ridiculous. Need...

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Hi Kids, Here we are, at the first of the month again. I wonder why I keep doing this, because I only find myself disappointed every month. Who knows? Maybe by doing this exercise every mont...

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Name: Ethan Age: 31 Occupation: Owns a graphic design company, among other things. His claim to fame that cast him into the local celebrity pool is being the owner of the biggest indie reco...

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Could it possibly really be this bad? I can’t believe how quickly some things get screwed up. I pray that I can get the “good things” ball rolling just as quickly. My unhappiness is visible. ...

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I meant to write a whole entry about an e-mail that I received from an internet friend of mine who used to have an OD diary. He keeps up with me here and sends me wonderful words of advice that...

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Back from NYC. The planeride from hell. A little drunk. Met New Boss today. Asshole. I shit you not. Biggest Asswipe EVER. Feeling bloated. Want to sleep. Lonely. Depressed. Flirted w...

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First and foremost, Happy St. Patrick’s Day to all! I love St. Pat’s day for several reasons, but I really love being in New York City for this special day, as I am now! Flew in yesterday jus...

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Quick morning entry. Sometimes I wonder if Boss has been reading my OD. She gets meaner by the day. I borderline hate her now, and it pains me to say that. I don’t want to hate anyone…espe...

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Back home in my own little apartment on my own happy little computer. And as of 3:30 this morning, even my luggage was back!! Back at work and back into the grind today. Very anticlimactic an...

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