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January 20, 2015

Ideal Man in QUEENCESS AZARA

1) He is pleasant looking to me. 2) Manly 3) physically fit 4) not critical, is accepting 5)


December 21, 2014

I in QUEENCESS AZARA

so I improved too. I donno what i’m doing. yah. i am just well, cruising along. at least cruising. no more cheonging. i dun want to cheong rememberm it’s not good to cheong. must enjoy life als...


November 30, 2014

wtf in QUEENCESS AZARA

what the fuck. i’m hungry shd i eat? meow. i’m cold. i’m headache i’m weak i’m kinda bsy i need rest! so i’m resting. ok. rest. hm, what’s happening. tell me what’s happening? what are my quest...


November 10, 2014

Dear Diary, in QUEENCESS AZARA

I don’t know what the fuck is giong on. and i always seem to be saying that o m g i’m tired and i wish i know wha’s happening. iam feeling sleepy. and i see to be running all the time but the i...


November 10, 2014

ea in QUEENCESS AZARA

hi, shha oh my i’m having a swellen eye and i have sniffles and sneezes and coming sore throat i’m feeling mwhat’s wrong? iserable!!!!!! angels and gods pls help me.... why am i miserable? ok, ...


September 07, 2014

DEPRESSED in QUEENCESS AZARA

man, i’m really depressed… really really really depressed… fuck. why am i so depressed dunno justs feel depressed .... i dun want to be happy? hate angry pissed fuck urgh.... god!!!!! help me to...


August 20, 2014

clering in QUEENCESS AZARA

a) solr plexus clearingb) momc) clothesd) toiletirese) finding jobf) interviwsg) hng laundryh) do somehing nice for qpi) driss- sorryj) cat's clawsk) Dadl) dreamsm) neckachen) yoga, is it for me?...


August 12, 2014

grief in QUEENCESS AZARA

I'm grieving the loss of a relationship. 9 years.... i don't understand why he would treat me this way..... and i blame myself for being needy. but as FJ said, it's normal to feel entitled. is ...


August 12, 2014

meditation in QUEENCESS AZARA

Driss Dad Shoulder Ache Find Job Back ache Foggy Head Cant Say no momentum. feeling low driss again Dad Romance Marriage Stressful Frustrated!!! Feeling lost of control of myself. No clarity Eati...


August 11, 2014

whatever in QUEENCESS AZARA

what's wrong? don't know... strange i have invested too much I will have to pull back.... i guess i need to start protecting myself and i need to refocus the time and energy back to yself foc...


August 11, 2014

urgh in QUEENCESS AZARA

i don't understand how come she can just curtly say she's moved on. so the mess she caused, she becomes no longer answerable ? whoa lau, i think that's so unjust. i'm so hurt and i felt like ...


Today, I met qiuping. Oh I love meeting her what a lovely lady. and i got to dance so good. thank you cecilia for the wonderful studio. i'm happy to be able to practice with friends. and i'm ha...


August 03, 2014

out of the shadow in QUEENCESS AZARA

what a realisation today... I realised that I'm so afraid of the judgement when I'm out there. I don't have the safety of the shadows. i would be bare naked. but in this mcw project. it's my aim...


August 02, 2014

Shadow Work in QUEENCESS AZARA

what is your name? TANK WOMEN on their reply, you can greet them by their name, and ask them, listening for their reply… HI TANK WOMAN. [insert their name here]….what is the most important t...


August 02, 2014

mcw day 1 in QUEENCESS AZARA

So I have started my MCW. exciting. I'm really happy today. Quite amazing. Both FNI and I have wins. She has succeeded to fast for 24 hours. and She has succeeded to overcome her cravings and do...


Fulfillment: Dance Teacher (5/10) 1. I want to become a dance teacher 2. with steady following of students 3. confident in my dance skills 4. hold a strong presence in the class 5. inspirin...


July 29, 2014

Tralalala in QUEENCESS AZARA

Oh it's so nice today. to be able to fast and not feel so sick!! Thank god!!! It's getting easier!! great!! I will track my tongue every 2 hours to see progress. Hi sha nice to see u..... oh ...


i wonder what's happening.... hmm... really strange..... i don't know what the hell is going on. but hm. it's not that bad whatever's happening or not happening.... i'm boredddddd.... can't wait...


i kinda of don't know what's going on . and maybe i don't need to know what's going on? so what's going on? 15 questions : 1) what's going on? 2) Am I being uncertain bout my life now? 3) I don'...


July 12, 2014

WHATEVER in QUEENCESS AZARA

i'm feeling miserable. i am feeling pain in my vagina oh god universe what's happening is it telling me to rest i don't want to move. i'm i


I gotta make a stand. This is not a Low Sugar Diet. This is


June 26, 2014

i'm scowling in QUEENCESS AZARA

scowling badly. jiang bu ting de!!! wo


The easier it becomes. i don't feel the yucks as much as I used to. I want to remember how important it is to, appreciate every step dear sharen, you are fantastic. you are amzing you re bea...


I'm moulting. It's a painful process... It's time to change and transform. but to do so, I have to give up to me now. I have to give up my current ego. The me that I know so well. the identity...


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