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I went to my August 4 oncology appointment with a full sheet of questions, divided into the important issues I wanted to raise and the “if there’s time” questions. The last of my important issu...


August 01, 2015

Contrasts in Here Be Dust

”If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?” The odd thing about the type of cancer I had, what makes it so surreal for me, is that at no point did I feel ...


July 22, 2015

The Other C Word in Here Be Dust

I count myself lucky in that I had never vomited while on chemo. It took a carrot to make me do that. One raw carrot. I’ve never had any problems with carrots, raw or cooked, in the past. But ...


“We are all about so much more than cancer,” writes Nancy Stordahl in her entry, “15 Random Facts & A Blogging Challenge Too!” Inspired by this list from her friend Melissa, Nancy posted her...


July 05, 2015

Tradeoffs in Here Be Dust

At my most recent Healthy Living class, the facilitator asked me what kept me motivated to meet my weekly goals as well as I have. I smiled, looked her in the eye, and said, “Anger.” She said, “...


June 25, 2015

Leaps of Faith in Here Be Dust

I posted this on Facebook last week: Broke in my new weighted vest by adding 5 lbs. and walking for 30 minutes on my manual treadmill set at a 10-degree incline. That was one good schvitz. :-) ...


June 14, 2015

Survival Weekend in Here Be Dust

I was not aware until recently that the first Sunday in June has been designated National Cancer Survivors Day. While I appreciate the sentiment and am grateful for each day that I’m on this sid...


June 04, 2015

Stand in Here Be Dust

I am standing as I type this. My laptop sits atop a footstool about 9 inches high; my mouse and mouse pad top a mini-drawer assembly about 6.5 inches high. I’ve had to move various files to rea...


May 17, 2015

There's Waldo in Here Be Dust

Next month will mark my first follow-up mammogram since I had completed active treatment for breast cancer. In the case of lumpectomy, mammograms are recommended about six months after finishing...


I had my three-month checkup with my oncologist on May 5. All of my blood work results were normal – for the first time since April 7, 2014. *fist pump* I felt good stepping back in there. It ...


Recently I enjoyed time on my front porch – listening to a virtuoso mockingbird, watching a young anole (lizard) in my hedge, and reading. I am thrilled to be reading books again. Chemo had curt...


Disclaimer: I wrote most of this entry before I spoke with Dr. W on April 16, 2015. I have left it as-is because I wanted to show my raw reaction to what I had seen. The Update section reports ...


April 10, 2015

Protocols in Here Be Dust

The bank teller asked me, “Where’s your camera?” Thus began my most recent cancer spiel. For almost a decade I wore my camera everywhere, ready for a photo op. It could be the female cattle egr...


March 29, 2015

Hangers-On in Here Be Dust

I took M to the podiatrist on Friday. As we waited in the examination room for the doctor, she asked me to read to her from the “blue foot” poster, a drawing of a foot with markings in blue wher...


M was going in for routine blood work, which we’ve had done for years at a collection station less than a mile from home. This time, when we walked in, a note tacked up on a partition told us to...


March 05, 2015

One Year Out in Here Be Dust

A year ago today I received “the call” from my GP. I don’t remember her exact words, but “They found cancer” comes close. Her delivery of bad news stood out for its brevity. My response, even m...


February 19, 2015

My T and A Man in Here Be Dust

I told my surgeon, “I’m actually more worried about the colonoscopy than I had been about the lumpectomy.” My surgeon is a general surgeon, but his particular skills include both breast surgery a...


February 13, 2015

Cancerversary Season in Here Be Dust

On February 7, 2014, I had nonchalantly waltzed into my diagnostic imaging center for my regular screening mammogram. As usual, I admired the waiting room mural that let me figuratively gaze out...


February 06, 2015

Cancer Lens in Here Be Dust

My oncologist gave me the good news on Tuesday: my PET scan last week showed no sign of cancer. He said the front desk could print me out a copy of the report. I told him that I had already dow...


January 31, 2015

Creativity Heals in Here Be Dust

I was at my radiation facility (RBOI) on Monday – not for treatment, because I had finished active treatment last month. Not for a support group meeting, though this visit was related. I was the...


January 24, 2015

Traveling to Mars in Here Be Dust

I recently learned about a clinical trial via Alicia Staley (@stales), one of the moderators at breast cancer social media (#bcsm). The trial, focused on hormone-positive breast cancer, will eva...


On Tuesday (and on the next three days) I did a basic plank for three minutes and side planks for two minutes each – to “Eitheror” by Little People, chopped up into timed clips so that I wouldn’t...


January 10, 2015

Disclosures in Here Be Dust

(As a cancer blog mentor for a free online course being developed by Rebecca Hogue, I wrote the following in response to her question about what we are and are not willing to blog about and why.)...


January 07, 2015

Bare Headed Lady in Here Be Dust

The days and weeks following the end of active treatment fill with mini-celebrations of the type one might otherwise take for granted. Shaving my chin hairs with a safety razor again. Switching...


(My friend K gifted me with this mug before my lumpectomy.) “Courage” is a term that gets bandied about a lot in connection with cancer, so here’s my take on it. I keep a handwritten journal in...


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