Freshmeat
Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
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New Job and No Sunlight (June 1, 2013) in Old OD Entries
Okay so after I got home from school I moved right in with my sister Andrea. Like I said before I didn't want to deal with the drama at home. I guess the time apart will do me some good. I got t...
Soon to Update (May 17, 2013) in Old OD Entries
I just wanted to come on here and say that I will be updating soon on everything. I have been busy everyday since I have finished school. I hope everyone is doing alright.
The Anticipation is Killing Me (May 1, 2013) in Old OD Entries
So I have taken my math, english, and history exams. I think I did really well on my math and english ones, however my history exam could go either way...I am just hoping for the best. Three exam...
The New Generation (April 28, 2013) in Old OD Entries
I wrote a little something today. I don't usually write haikus but I decided on challenging myself to do one. Possessed by his greed, Free of independent thought. A white collared slave.
Change of Scenery (April 25, 2013) in Old OD Entries
Well tomorrow is the last day of classes. Next week is finals week and then I am done. I can go home. I am very happy about that. I am getting tired of looking at this town and this dorm. Not to ...
Almost There (April 19, 2013) in Old OD Entries
I would just like to take the time to say.... I ONLY HAVE TWO WEEKS LEFT OF MY FRESHMAN YEAR OF COLLEGE!!!! Whoo! I just had to get that out of my system. Can you believe it...only two more wee...
Busy Day (April 18, 2013) in Old OD Entries
Both of my classes were cancelled today. I was so damn happy. However, English is the one class that I actually look forward to but eh...I can live without it for a day. I was more than happy for...
"May I Never Be Complete" (April 14, 2013) in Old OD Entries
WARNING: The contents of this diary entry may bring about some very depressing existential thoughts. If you value your happiness level at this time do not read the following. You have been warne...
Perfection (April 8, 2013) in Old OD Entries
I wrote another poem today. I felt like sharing it. There she stands Pale skin, eyes touched with cerulean Long blonde hair kisses her slender shoulders Face that possesses delicacy Body, thin a...
Relief (April 5, 2013) in Old OD Entries
I can't tell you how stressed out I was last night. I was studying like a person gone mad. I had a history and a math test today. I was freaking the fuck out. Since this isn't the first time I ha...
Weariness and Laziness (March 30, 2013) in Old OD Entries
So I got all the classes that I wanted. I was very happy about that, one less thing I have to worry about. However, I am really worried about my GPA. It just makes me feel unhappy to know that ...
Public Speaking Fails and New Classes (March 27, 2013) in Old OD Entries
So tomorrow is my sign-up day for my classes for the fall. I am kind of freaking out... I am hoping that I get the ones that I want. I have made a specific plan and made a back up plan and all th...
Maybe I Should Talk to a Professional (March 20, 2013) in Old OD Entries
I don't think I have been very honest with myself these past couple of weeks. When I got the news that my father was living here in the states again I knew I was upset about it. I had a good cry...
A Great Saturday ( March 17, 2013) in Old OD Entries
Well yesterday was a kind of day that you wish you could have all the time...well at least I do. I slept in until about eleven and that was just a gift in itself because all of this week I have ...
Events and the Apartment (March 10, 2013) in Old OD Entries
Well I am back from spring break. I got to hang out with all my friends, they always make me feel good. Never have to think about what is wrong with my life when I am around them...for that mom...
Spring Break (March 1, 2013) in Old OD Entries
It is finally here! I get to go home today! I get to not think for a week. Friends, family, and no lectures for a while. It's going to be a happy time.
He's Back (February 25, 2013) in Old OD Entries
I got some news today that I don't know how to describe or how to express. My father, whom I have not seen in ten years has come back to the states from Mexico and wants to see me and my little ...
A Little Too Far...(February 23, 2013) in Old OD Entries
So I had a very interesting night... We went to this house party that was fucking crazy! There were people everywhere dancing, drinking and smoking pot. Lights flashing all over the place. This...
Fucking Pissed Off! (February 20, 2013) in Old OD Entries
I just found out the worst fucking thing! My little sister is dating a guy that is my fucking age! I don't understand what the hell is wrong with these guys who want to take advantage of younger ...
Good News and Bad News (February 20, 2013) in Old OD Entries
So I just got back from class and I am pretty sure that I just made a C on that history midterm...I studied like crazy but that essay really got me. This week has been pretty boring. Me and my ro...
Talk To Me About Something Else! (February 14, 2013) in Old OD Entries
Yea this was an inevitable entry and I am not proud of it. Let me explain... I am pretty much the only one in my main group of friends that is not in a relationship and it really doesn't bother...
What Underlies (Februrary 12, 2013) in Old OD Entries
I wrote a poem today and I guess I just feel like sharing it. I see your eyes Ones that are consumed with self-pity Ones that try to avoid the glances Fear that they will see I see your heart...
Fun Times (February 9, 2013) in Old OD Entries
Me and Lillie had a great time yesterday!! Woo! The concert was fucking great. Three Days Grace and Shinedown were amazing! The lightshows, their vocals, just everything kicked ass! Everyone w...
Will I Find My Inspiration? (February 6, 2013) in Old OD Entries
This is gonna be another one of those entries where I ask myself questions...most of which will not be answered. Today in my psychology 301 class we had to listen to a presentation given by thi...
Awesome Night Out (February 3, 2013) in Old OD Entries
Well as you can tell by the title I had a great night last night. I went out to a party that was hosted by one of the fraternities at my University with my roommates Lillie and Karla. I don't ...
