Scott ⋅ 68

Retired factory worker in the USA. Been on here off and on for a while and like to try different ways of doing things on here. I used to care and reach out to people on here then I realized most folks just want to bitch, moan and do their thing. Yeah and that's ok. Live and let live. If you want to comment bad, fuck off. Otherwise, I am a very nice guy ;-)

"The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them".

Thomas Merton

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Rain much of the day. Max has been crawling around inside my shirt and I’m not sure why I just hope that she did not lay any eggs on me. If she wants to take a nap inside my shirt, fine but crawl...

In mild forms, I have what I Think of at times an addictive personality. Fortunately, I spent a lifetime trying to give up things. I used to enjoy alcohol but I was often in denial of how it was ...

2 days ago

Excellent Observation in Old

“The USA is becoming the land of the stupid and brainless.”

3 days ago

April 8 in Old

Recently, I’ve had dreams of desire with some woman I could not identify or maybe more than one in different settings. I suspect the subconscious can blend people together to make indistinct face...

4 days ago

Quotes About Aging in Old

4 days ago

“Senior Citizen” in Old

This morning I was reading about a crime that happened and the victim was what they labeled a “senior citizen“ age 66. I was a bit shocked because in a few months, I’ll be 69. I have joked much a...

5 days ago

Da Vinci in Old

5 days ago

Paid By The Hour;-) in Old

That just came to me tonight. I am doing it in so many ways. My treadmill means much to me symbolically as well as physically. It’s there in the living room. I have to use it. I walked for over 6...

6 days ago

Past Cudgel in Old

I have come to see how many people, including myself at times have used events in someone’s past as a punishment for them as a cudgel. We beat them with something that happened in the past, and s...

April 04, 2024

GET A ROOM!(video) in Old

April 03, 2024

April 3 in Old

My day started energetically. Left the bedroom, the headphones on listening to my latest favorite song. It got my limbs moving in my head bobbing. After my usual morning routine, I drove over to ...

On this journal site, I often read about people talking about going into therapy needing to go into therapy or being in therapy. That or this is just a small sampling on the Internet and of human...

April 01, 2024

April 1 in Old

30 years ago, I got married. A little less than four years after that, I got divorced. It’s all the story I told so many times I’m tired of hearing myself think it, but the basic is I was fooled ...

What to keep and what to let go. Every mundane school day and workday. Should I keep it or not? Automatically, I keep the traumas. They are very hard to throw out of the box. When I remove them,...

March 31, 2024

The Redeemer in Old

(Yes I know, according to some on here, I am going to hell for this. Oh well. If so, I will be laughing with hordes of others.)

March 31, 2024

Fetch! in Old

March 30, 2024

Maxi And I again(video) in Old


A better person that is. As people might get sick of hearing, I worked in a factory most of my life, and I learned a lot I learned how horrible people can be. But much of that was on me in my you...

March 29, 2024

Wholesome in Old

Bonus - Love

March 28, 2024

March 28 in Old

I told my brother-in-law that I keep a journal and he got anxious sounding that I would write something controversial or troublesome and I told him no I’m the most boring person on that journal s...

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