Cobalt

I am a woman living with three cats but that doesn't make me a crazy cat lady. It's all the other stuff I do that mark me as crazy. The cats are purely incidental.

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Apropos of a conversation I had earlier today, I was thinking about the pineal gland. (Oh don’t ask why.) Just now I realized that, though I know it’s located in the brain, I have no earthly id...


September 11, 2014

Between earth and sky in Lay me down

Azure, that was the color of the sky. Though I knew the very definition of the word azure was the blue color of the sky, I’d never actually used or thought the word before, certainly never felt ...


So Tommy was sitting in Biology class today. Apparently Tommy was just a tad bored by the anatomy lesson being presented. As the teacher was lecturing, I am fairly certain that classwork at tha...


“What are you going to do about it?” she hissed in that self-righteous everyone-else-especially-you-is-so-wrong-sheous tone. Lord how tired I am of aggressive egocentrism and those who attack ...


August 24, 2014

About that car in Well now

It's just so damned cute.On top of that, it runs wonderfully well, no worries about an imminent breakdown riding constant passenger with me. That's such a lovely feeling. My just past car was a...


The name is Rosebud. (And before you assume, it's not a reference to Citizen Kane.) Rosebud is a 2010 Prius hybrid with 36k on it that used to belong to my father but is now mine, mine, all MIN...


August 02, 2014

Much achoo about nothing in Well now

I have a sneeze that offends cats. Hey, I've never had a dainty sneeze, but geez, Luce, you could be a bit more forgiving. I was sitting at my table in the study, working on organizing and purg...


My annual health insurance packet came in the mail today. It's one of those things you sort of glance at and then file. Yes, I knew that the premiums were going up, a trend exacerbated by the f...


July 20, 2014

A Bigger Boy Story in Boystories

It wasn't easy spending that kind of money on a gadget, but I made a number of nifty rationalizations and convinced myself, with the number of pedometers I've lost over the last couple years, I m...


July 04, 2014

Some Comfort Here in Well now

I have developed such a need/hate relationship with sleep. I am desperately tired most of the time, but dread falling asleep because I actually do fear I'll die. You'd think I'm just being dram...


I have not made a very good go of transition. As with so much of my life, I find another foundation cracked and gone. I recover so badly, worse the older I become. I am a person alienated in s...


May 16, 2014

Experiment #530516 in Boystories

It's Friday afternoon. Time to leave this hall of concentrated adolescence drama and go home for a blissfully boyless week-end. I close down my computer, lock my door, and leave the building. ...


It was well past midnight and I was dozing in my (still wonderful blue paisley!) recliner. It was one of the rudest awakenings imaginable. Eyes hardly open in the abruptness of being pulled up ...


April 02, 2014

Liquidity in Lay me down

In sleep my mind is agile. It uses whatever it finds lying about the corners and goes to great lengths to weave together a mostly coherent tale that I often remember with amusement and sometimes...


Just when you thought I'd discussed disgusting catcrimes in far more detail than anyone would ever care to read, I give you Caticide II. I had cleaned up yesterday's catastrophe as best I could ...


March 19, 2014

Caticide in Well now

If Lucy had done it she would be a dead cat already, but it was Tessa, I'm certain, and, well, I just can't bring myself to killing her - although... I came home from work and there it was, a hu...


March 15, 2014

Scattershot in Well now

Disjointed information. I find myself hardly able to complete a sentence lately, much less a coherent entry. Twelve hidden drafts in about as many days attest to the fact that I just can’t fini...


March 02, 2014

A Rather Tedious Entry in Well now

It has been asked by several, how's the back and how much longer will I be in the backbrace? Hmmm... The back is endlessly annoying. It aches constantly, something I was hoping it would learn t...


This is a test. In this test we shall see whether I am able to jump through the requisite hoops to post a picture on this site. The odds are never in my favour. Here goes the first, and I op...


"That magic spray? What’s it called?" - gray tabby "Yes, pray tell the name…" - Marg "What is the name of this Blessing From God?" - bonnierose "But what happens you sit on the blue paisley c...


I type this with a semi-mangled hand, courtesy of the righteous fangs of my sweet little Lucyfer. One day I'll forget I love her, react to the sight and sensation of her fangs in my flesh, and f...


February 15, 2014

Entry Lite in Well now

It is a beautiful day today. Sunshine pouring down from the clear blue and the temperature outside is 60F. In this bipolar winter we have going on here, this is a wonderful respite. The next f...


February 11, 2014

Dilemma is me in Well now

Getting my journal off of the old site was an incredible pain. 178 months of writing and the site insisted on me pulling each month out one at a time, kicking me off as often as letting me succe...


February 04, 2014

Progress of sorts in Well now

Through frustratingly long hours of ridiculous effort, I've been able to download my journal entries from 1999 to 2004. I've been locked out and / or kicked off so many times I couldn't care to ...


February 03, 2014

Bina asked in Well now

"Did you manage toget your diary downloaded? If not, can I help at all?" - Bina To which I could only reply: ' No luck yet. The site is crashing every time I hit the download button, when ...


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