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sometimes we count on other people to fill the holes we have in ourselves…
east coast training? in here
Not sure if it’s something I learned or had reinforced when I went to school back east. When boarding a bus or public transit move to the back of you get first to file in. Just like when you e...
so yeah…let’s back up this past weekend was relatively quiet. friday night and saturday were pretty uneventful. i don’t remember what i did friday night. so that means i did nothing. saturday...
“:) thanks chris. You’re really good to me. I’m super grateful” goddamn it.
don’t leave the yogurt you just purchased on the counter overnight. the inflated top is very scary.
on external hard drives in here
don’t accidentally leave you external hard drive in a box of water for a week.
what happens when you want to save the one person you have to lose to save yourself?
it’s always interesting when your boss gives you the hard sell to remain at your current job. so i didn’t get the administrator job i applied for. it went to someone else who had been with the u...
playing an adult in here
it’s funny. that’s how i see it. and it’s true. i’m playing an adult. i have a good job, a place to live. i know things. but i’m also flying by the seat of my pants. i think life is more abo...
didn't get it in here
so i interviewed for an administrative position on friday. i didn’t get it. hoped i did, but didn’t expect it. the person who got it has been with the unit about a year longer than i have so i...
Seek the Light in poems
we choose a path our tied hands feel the grip; taught against our skin we search searching for the knot to undo our demise we struggle against the firmness of it’s grasp wearing weak our wrists b...
somehow my weekend went from being a peaceful recovery weekend to a pretty full weekend. originally it was just going to be my dad dropping by with some paperwork. then today at work it became di...
an amusing facebook chat with my dad’s girlfriend. her: Christopher do you think we are stupid. We know about “Burning Man”. YOU ARE BUSTED ! me: i was camping! her: RIGHT me: in the desert her...
very slowly, i am getting used to how things used to be. i guess a big reason is that i texted her "good morning beautiful" last tuesday morning. her older kid's first day of kindergarten. surp...
f*cking with me in here
i feel like the world or some overlord being is trying to fuck with me. we reorganized this year. and most teams lined up in rows of cubicles. however, the group working with secondary were al...
when women look the best in here
i just shaved and had a random thought as i looked at myself in the mirror. my favorite look for a woman is first thing in the morning. not at work or socially, but at home, together. for me, ...
can't do it like i used to in here
i cannot party like i used to. i am feeling it even today. and i went out friday night. i have done absolutely nothing today and am exhausted. friday night we were walking to the train and er...
you really can't have it all in here
it's interesting and true. you really can't have it all. for the most part i have my life together. i have a good job. i have a good relationship with my family. i have some great friends. ...
sometimes i wonder if people are thinking about me at the exact moment i am thinking about them.
i wish i could hate her. would make my life so much easier.
funny how my coworkers want to hook me up with other people.
Youthful 07/01/02 in poems
I walked over to the car and asked her “are you feeling alright?” “yes, but I need to lay down, do you mind?” Taking her hand, light and soft The bed is made upstairs The path is marked by the l...
dr. bigelow in here
from louie. i'm trying to believe this. Dr. Bigelow: So you took a chance on being happy, even though you knew that later on you would be sad. Louie: Yeah. B: And now… you’re sad. L: Yeah....
When you go to to avoid thinking about something but that something is at work...
apparently one of my best friends thinks i'm an extrovert. i don't think i am at least. i do like to hang out with people but it does take a lot out of me and i then need to recharge by being a...
