Delicate

Certain things catch your eye, but pursue only those that capture the heart.

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December 14, 2013

S13 in Survey Box

What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel? Depends on what those ...


December 10, 2013

S12 in Survey Box

What color(s) are there in your eyes? My eyes are a piercing slate blue and some people say they are purple. Aside from any current relationships, what was your closest relationship ever? Paco D...


December 09, 2013

S11 in Survey Box

Basics: Name: N/A Age: 31 Shoe Size: 7-8 Hair Color: Brunette. Eye Color: Blue. Height: 5'2" Most Attractive Feature: Eyes? Least Attractive Feature: Stomach Make-Up: Eye make up and lipstick.....


December 09, 2013

S10 in Survey Box

Have You Ever... Eaten a hot dog on a hamburger bun? No. Had a conversation with a rockstar figure on a poster hanging in your room? No. Painted your fingernails ten different colors? No. Made ...


December 09, 2013

8 in The Feelz

1/7 nights drunk - success. (Compared to every night/day.) PTSD is kicking my ass. The flashbacks make the world fill with hate and sometimes, I just want to rip my skin off because it crawls wi...


December 07, 2013

S9 in Survey Box

White or red wine? White. Who was the last person you hugged? Maybe my ex-husband Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? I think so? It's been a long time since I was in school. Where did your ...


December 07, 2013

S8 in Survey Box

Continued…Let's see if I'm psychic. You wrote three yes or no questions. Now I will answer them. 1 yes 2 no 3 no Did I get any right? They were subjective so sure. You wrote one question t...


December 07, 2013

S7 in Survey Box

What has caused you to reinvent yourself or reevaluate who you are? I have had many events or moments in time that have caused me to reevaluate and reinvent myself from large to small. Sometimes...


December 04, 2013

Black dog in Misc Research

Black Dog Primarily a British phenomenon, Black Dogs are spirit apparitions that generally appear at night. These apparitions can be distinguished from normal flesh-and-blood black dogs by featur...


December 03, 2013

S6 in Survey Box

The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Paco When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? yes. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Listener Do you t...


November 27, 2013

S5 in Survey Box

Is 'no glove, no love' your STRICT policy? No. I'm unable to have children and spent the past five years being married... What is the best Epic movie (examples of epics: ben-her, gone with the w...


November 26, 2013

S4 in Survey Box

Has your life lacked a miracle? No Would you shoot a terrorist? No Were you an unlovely child? No In the recent Michael Jackson documentary was he treated fairly? I didn't watch it New York City...


November 25, 2013

S3 in Survey Box

Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed? Closed Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? No Have you ever ‘done it’ in a hotel room? Yes Where is your ne...


November 25, 2013

S2 in Survey Box

Are you satisfied with the way your life is right now? Hell no Do you drink enough water? Yes When was the last time you ate at Burger King? A week ago Do you prefer the beach or the mountains? ...


November 25, 2013

S1 in Survey Box

A. What are your favourite smells? Freshly cut grass, copal, coffee B. Can you go a whole day without caffeine? Yes C. Who knows more about you than anyone else? Paco D. What song did you last...


November 22, 2013

7 in The Feelz

I have stopped shaving and all body grooming. I'm not entirely sure why as it's always been something I've been meticulous about since I was a teenager. It feels like disconnected curiosity to se...


November 11, 2013

6 in The Feelz

I finished watching Six Feet Under tonight. It always makes me bawl. I shouldn't have watched it since I'm already on such an emotional tight rope anyway but I couldn't help myself. I think I jus...


November 06, 2013

5 in The Feelz

I had to schedule an emergency doctor's appointment today. They think I'm having a miscarriage (numero 7) so who knows what will happen in a little bit. I knew this would be coming, though, as th...


November 02, 2013

4 in The Feelz

It's hard sitting in my place when I'm not working. I feel so alone. There's been so many deaths lately, literally and figuratively. Incredibly introverted with anxiety and PTSD makes life incred...


November 01, 2013

Raven in Misc Research

Raven Symbol - Facts Native Americans consider the Raven to be a magical symbol. Native American mythology tells us that the earth was created by a raven that dropped stones into the sea which c...


October 30, 2013

3 in The Feelz

I'm trying really hard not to slit my wrists and as the blood pours, write to him. I'm so unbalanced. I just want to die.


October 29, 2013

2 in The Feelz

I've been weeping on and off all day. It's hard to answer a phone or look anyone in the face when all I can see and feel is complete devastation. Sometimes, I won't be focusing on anything at all...


October 29, 2013

1 in The Feelz

Today, I realized I had finally put 1825 in a box. It's as though I feel nothing except this one little cord linked between myself and that box. The pain lifted, a temporary lift. Like a cloud ma...


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