(alive) Amber

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It’s no secret that if a song makes you want to lay down and die, I’m probably into it. My deal with Death Cab for Cutie is I like their sound, and I hate their garbage lyrics. My take on most o...


Do you ever feel paralyzed by fear over doing something that isn’t actually that hard? Just listen to this song and imagine Dave Matthews wrote it about how you’re a pussy: You’ll be like, “HEY,...


I’ve been casually talking to this guy on okc for like a week. Today he told me Yes is one of his favorite bands. fuuuuuuuuuuck. I told him one my life goals is to jizz on the front row like Ram...


Gina is my favorite.


I wasn’t into Sia at all until I started watching her videos and fell in love with Maddie Ziegler. She’s only 12. Before you get too uncomfortable, they’re portraying conflicting personality tra...


Supposedly Tori wrote this song for her husband when her father-in-law died.


If it’s the one year anniversary of my break up with Russ, that also means it’s the one year anniversary of my first date with Wes. Because I was like bitch please, I can go out there and find m...


I believe the 9th was the one year anniversary of my break up with Russ. I think that was the day he came home and announced he wanted to date a monogamous girl and I was in the way, and I was l...



This video is deeply disappointing after watching Gina do burlesque to this song. Every time it plays on the radio I’m like, “…yep, I’m gay.” She’s the prettiest.


Whenever I go to a steampunk event I don’t understand what’s happening, so I get drunk and pretend I’m in an IAMX video. Btw, Lydia was the only one who ever understood that I imagine myself as...


I’m pretty sure I’ve mentioned this before, but whenever I get stressed out I listen to the album Departure Songs by Hammock. It’s the best anti-anxiety aid I’ve ever found. This is one of the m...


I used to think I was broken. And I sought out other broken people because I thought they understood what it was like to go through some shit. When I was 20, healthy people tended to drive me aw...


Gina just asked me what I’m up to. Uhh, indulging my inner 90’s lesbian? I cringe every time they say “kid gloves” (for reasons Gina will understand) but other than that…omg. Can I go back in t...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXOnA_gxdFo Speaking of break up songs, this was mine and Andrews. I know I've written this entry like three or four times by now, but whatever. The heartbreakin...


http://youtu.be/2EwViQxSJJQ I love break up songs. This one played on the radio constantly during my break up with Russ. It was amazing. Because the motherfucker took me for granted for three ...


So I was listening to Ke$ha and dancing around my room, and it suddenly occurred to me why I never have an answer for, "So, what do you like to do in your free time?" NOTHING. I DON'T KNOW. WHAT...


Oh man, on that note, when I was with Steven our song was Insatiable by Darren Hayes. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9u7hGkL57N8 He totally stripped to this song once and it was awesome. I ...


I went on a youtube bender and stumbled across some memories. When I was with Russ this was our song: http://youtu.be/sX9Y1xxz0Dk?t=20s He sang it to me on our first date and it was pretty h...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENC5MEzrRp8 I can't get over my ex acting like the scorned lover. Dude, YOU left ME for someone else. I got over it. But I wasn't supposed to, was I? But fu...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KBWfUc5jKiM When I met Steven I was doing ballet. (Let's not pretend I was any good at it. I just liked it.) I was also fifteen pounds lighter and he used to pic...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=637yh5uej4M Remember that time I fell in love with with my best friend Sarah because I thought she was the coolest? I was such a sucker. This was her favorite s...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbxMObEVPZY Speaking of the Kate era of my musical tastes, that was back when Slimcea Girl was my username and everyone was like, "What the fuck is that?" I have...


(Side note: I'm going to forever pretend this is a Donnie Darko/Graham Greene reference and not a Batman reference.) When I write about music, what I'm really doing is writing about what a ter...


http://youtu.be/Aacl6KCaCmE Do you make (somewhat unintentional) soundtracks for all your relationships? I DO. This is an Andrew song. I started listening to it when he broke up with me for mo...


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