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Just Life & Battling Depression
Still here. Still breathing. One step at a time. Am I still depressed? Ohhhhhh, so fucking bad. This has been rough. I’m not sure my thoughts have ever been this bad or went on for this long to ...
Emptiness
Another day has gone and went. I’m pretty frustrated I’m struggling so much. I can generally push the bad away and bounce back. Out of sight, out of mind. Fake it until you make it. If I live i...
Still Sad…
I’m still here. Still simply putting one foot in front of the other. Doing my daily routine because it’s that - simply a routine, a habit. It’s what I do. I only spent 3 full days in bed last w...
Falling Apart
Literally. I’m simply spiraling and falling into so many pieces right now it’s not even funny. I did just text my therapist to see if she has any appointments today. Just waiting for her to repl...
Overthinking the Silence
I’m not even sure which way to go tonight. So many thoughts and so much overthinking. My mind makes me crazy sometimes. Nick’s seemed too busy to talk the last couple days. Basically since I le...
Thoughts of past IVF.
My anxiety is pretty awful tonight. I feel like I should be doing a million things as time is so limited and I’m so busy the next few months. Yet, I’m just sitting here. Lost in my thoughts. I ...
Book Description
A new year and so many new chapters beginning.