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Nothing is ever
Quite the same after having a baby. After breastfeeding, any time I feel turned on I immediately think oh shit, I’m going to start leaking! And have to find some way to run to a bathroom and ch...
Everything
interacts with my unique structure and produces thoughts and feelings in me entirely distinct, individual, and irreproducible. There will never be a feeling or thought exactly like the one I ju...
I am Having Such
a MOMENT right now. I dreamed about Capricorn. Yes… An astrological sign. An Earth sign. The sign of grounded doing. The goat climbs up the earth mountain. There is further mystery here, for ...
Trust
Is funny. One moment I know that I’m skeptical and expecting doubt. Then, it seems like only a short while later, I haven’t got a single doubt down to my bones. I’m ready to run off a cliff if...
Finish the Novel
The novel that has languished unfinished both in text and in my imagination for over a decade. I need to finish it. I finally figured out what it is about:)
Crying Unexpectedly
is always a good sign lol It’s funny how memories are.... When I had no experience of remembering them, it was as if those memories did not exist at all. There was nothing- not a hind- to my co...
The Middle Path
Split the difference. Go down the center. Remain in the middle. Be ever grounded in the handle of the tuning fork; observing the interplay between the 2 forks. I stared at the shadow of the pe...
Braiding
I am being braided up and down and through my core. Into my Oversoul and into my spirit. Gently, slowly, it has worked. Patiently and tirelessly out of love. And duty. There is a certain co...
Understanding
is not a goal to strive toward by grasping and attaining for oneself, but a state to move into in order to receive it. Understanding is a place. It is a FEELING resonance. Which once we arrive...
Anxiety
11:11:11 “And it was so on the morrow, that Sha’ul put the people in three companies; and they came into the midst of the host in the morning watch and slew the Ammoniym until the heat of the d...
Recognition
of excitement. It’s taken me a while. Maybe I’m dense. I saw several memories as visions as well as imagined futures, and ones that could have been. I recognized the feeling quality which g...
Book Description
A journal for my daily ritual of asking the question above.
