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 Dear God, It’s the day after the Grammys. It was really special seeing new artists win their first Grammy. I feel like Lola Young somehow knew she was going to win—maybe that’s why she wore sw...

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Dear God, I’m crying so hard right now. My dad cried on the phone—and he never cries. He usually tells me, “I’ve loved you since the day you took your first breath.” But this time he said, “I...

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Dear God, Please forgive me for my sins. I took a puff while I was out—but it truly was only a few puffs. The weed I had was taken away, and honestly, that feels like a good thing. It fell out ...

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Dear God, I got a 100 on my exam today. I can barely write this entry because of being tipsy. I feel like sex in the city. I’m having  a hardest time do vowing. I’m drunk. I can really concentr...

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 Dear God, I talked a lot of smack about my colleagues, but I’m grateful I remembered and reread the things I said. For the next two months, I won’t even make eye contact with the people I k...

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 Dear God, Today, you revealed a lot to me. You wanted me up here so I could focus. Even though this room is smaller, Amarya reminded me how cozy it is. She purposely picked a room similar to ...

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 Dear God, Please forgive me for being so upset last night. That feeling followed me into the morning, and I felt physically sick. My stomach is completely unsettled. Today, I received a wa...

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Dear God, can you let me know what’s going on? Why so many bad things happened at once? Housekeepers stole from me. Then I’m told to move out my hotel room and room with a colleague on the thir...

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 Dear God, Today was my first day of training—but You already knew that. I just want to thank You for everything. Thank You for my new friend, Amarya. You know how much I love autistic fo...

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 Dear God, I couldn’t have asked for a better flight. American Airlines is so much better than Spirit. The seats were comfortable and actually reclined. The tray even had a spot to hold my ph...

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 Dear God, This winter storm has affected almost every airline—except mine. Literally, all flights are grounded except the one I’m supposed to be on. Part of me wishes for an extension on the...

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 Dear God, I’m sitting on a row of chairs by the airport’s sliding doors, wishing I were lying down with a soft pillow—better yet, in my own bed. I’m so exhausted, but I’m an hour and forty-f...

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 Dear God, I’m about to get ready to head to Burbank Airport on my way to Las Vegas. Please let me have a smooth, safe trip. Help me know what to pack and what to leave behind. Give me clarit...

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 Dear God, I went to bed at 8:16am and woke up at 3:15am… not too shabby. Thank You. You know that scene where Whoopi Goldberg tells Lauryn Hill, “If you wake up singing, you supposed to be a...

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Dear God, I went to bed at 8:16 and woke up at 3:15…not to shabby. Thank you. You know that scene where Whoopie Goldberg tells Lauren Hill that if she wakes up singing then: “you supposed to b...

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 Dear God, I’m sitting in a room with a producer named Troy. Irock referred him to me. He’s probably the best producer I’ve worked with up to this point (except for Kalani—but Kalani doesn’t wo...

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 Dear God, I opened my phone at 3:32 a.m. It’s about to be 3:33 a.m. The meaning of 333 is said to be a strong sign to embrace opportunities, communicate clearly, and trust your intuition—a s...

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 Dear God, First and foremost, thank You for a good day. I did absolutely nothing—and that’s my favorite kind of day. It started with coffee, then studying, watching TV, and laying in bed. S...

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Dear God, My pops just texted me, “Do all you can, and the rest is in God’s hands.” Because of that, I canceled my vlog shoot. I need to study as much as possible. I need to pass this flight at...

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 Dear God, I have so much to do—so much work, so much memorizing, so much on my mind. I brought an entire suitcase like a hoarder, and to make matters worse, the airline broke my bag and stol...

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 Dear God, Yesterday was draining—running errands, boarding the flight, ending up in a middle seat instead of the window I booked, and then waiting two hours for Shervy to pick me up. Stil...

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 Dear God, I am hurting. I feel sad, and I recognize that I am self-sabotaging. I need Your help to stop. I don’t know how to do this on my own. I feel scared and alone, and often I feel lik...

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  Dear God, In just a few minutes, I have to brush my teeth, clean myself, get dressed, gather my things, and grab coffee—all within 30 minutes. I also need to roll a blunt before I head out....

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Dear God, My headache returned. I’m thinking a lot. So as a form of escape, I smoked. It all started when I woke up too early. I reached for my phone and instantly thought of returns to make. W...

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Dear God, I woke up sad today—for no clear reason at all. The first thing I did was call my dad. When he asked why I was sad, I told him about my anxiety—how I’m often scared in my own apartm...

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