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Walking away
Dear God, I only have seven hours to rest before boarding another plane. I feel a lot right now, but I know I’ll be okay. I can feel You teaching me. I’m learning so much about myself. I’m...
I got drunk…again
Dear God, I woke up around 4:44 this morning and called Shervy at 4:55. He stayed on the phone with me for about an hour. I got everything packed and ready. I have to be downstairs in abou...
Adding Time to My Life
Dear God, I went to sleep at 2 a.m. last night. I wrote to You and said I wasn’t going to drink anymore—along with smoking. I had made that entry private, but I changed it to public. I kep...
Ohio
Dear God, I’m in Ohio. I feel great. Before I felt terrible. I think it was because of lack of sleep. Now I’m in my own room…with two beds. Staying at the Hilton…thanks Paris. Makes me reali...
Comprehension Exam
Dear God, Thank You for allowing me to pass my exam. I am truly grateful. Tomorrow I go to the hotel lobby early in the morning, and then I leave for my OE in Cincinnati. After Cincinnat...
What keeps you up at night
Dear God, I’ve decided I want to write a K-pop–style song about taking flights. It will be an inspirational anthem about riding VIP with me, and I’ll be the captain. It will be about succes...
Another class of 8 hours
Dear God, Thank You for waking me up to a brand-new day. I pray that the instructors give us a little grace with the homework today. I pray that I fully understand last night’s assignment and...
Only missed 2 out of 70
Dear God, Thank You so, so much for helping me pass my exam today. Only one more to go. I missed two questions, and I was allowed to miss up to six. The two I missed were simple — I just d...
Manchester 1985 Presentation
Dear God, This weekend was challenging. I kept noticing the different personalities around my roommate, and it felt like she was aligning herself with the few girls who dislike me. Friday ni...
Had to talk to You again
Dear God, I will not be shaken. What is revealed to me is not meant to break me, but to strengthen my discernment. I asked You for clarity, and You answered. Thank You for exposing what...
Im proud of u…
Dear God, “I’m so proud of you.” Those were the last words I heard before going to bed last night. My friend Amara said that to me just before we hung up on our phone call. She has shown ...
Drank last night…
Dear God, Yesterday was Fat Tuesday. There were beads, pizza, king cake, and a lot of alcohol. I didn’t indulge in everything — just the alcohol. I think I had about three shots, within my ...
People Stay Talking
Dear God, im drunk on a Tuesday. I feel sick actuakknjut I’m not throwing up. My roommate probably been sells for an hot or two: think two. I feel out of it.! I don’t know why I’m drink. Wen...
Happy Valentines Day Everyone ❤️
Dear God, I woke up this morning thinking about the guy colleagues I studied with. It felt so good to be productive alongside them. I woke up calm — not anxious — but comforted, clear on wha...
Never Feed A Hater
Dear God, There is someone on this platform who continually tries to upset me—privately with harsh words and publicly with subtle rudeness. I know I will encounter people like this through...
Do or Die
Dear God, It is 10:16 pm. The earliest I’ve ever been in bed for the past 3 weeks of my life. Since I’ve been in school, I’ve been in bed usually around 1 or 2am. I celebrated because I made a ...
Thank you
Dear God, I cried again today. I read the comments people left for me on this platform, and my heart felt so full. I am so sensitive, and knowing that people truly care touches me more deep...
1 down, 4 more to go…
Dear God, Thank You for helping me pass the exam today. If I hadn’t passed, I would have been terminated immediately and sent home. I’m grateful for Your guidance and protection. Tomorro...
A short prayer; needing security
Dear God, I keep replaying everything over and over in my mind—why did I fail those two tests? Timing is crucial; we only have 60 minutes. Even though I’m always the last person to finish, i...
I cried just now…
Dear God, I’m sitting in class right now, eating my lunch, while the clique I usually hang out with is outside soaking up vitamin D. They never fail. They mostly make perfect scores, and so...
Hardest exam yet
Dear God, I have a hard exam tomorrow. I’m going to wake up one hour earlier than usual to study, which means I’ll get seven hours of sleep—from midnight to 7 a.m. I’ll study for one hour, t...
It’s 2:12am
Dear God, If I go to bed now…I might get 6 hours of sleep. It’s the latest I ever gone to bed on a school night. I pray that I fall asleep quickly. Just a quick recap, I watched Joyce Meyers...
The Cats Meow
Dear God, Thank You for another day. Please let the knot on my head go away. I promise I won’t drink like that again—I clearly had too much. I walked straight into a wall, for heaven’s sake....
I got tipsy… again
Dear God, I admit I’m a little tipsy… but You already knew that. Tonight, I organized a small gathering—Jim, Jillian, Alex, John, Karla, and me. It was really nice. We all ended up in the jac...
Elena was sent home :(
Dear God, Thank You for letting me pass my fourth exam. I got five wrong—same as my roommate. Alex didn’t study at all, and I studied until 2 a.m. I studied this hard because Shervy reminded m...
Book Description
A woman in her mid-forties clings to a dream she has carried since she was two—before it had a name, when it lived only as a feeling. Now that feeling is weighted with exhaustion, yet hope still hums quietly beneath the fatigue.
This book traces her inner journey as she seeks a deeper bond with God, weathering trials that test both heart and spirit.
Will she bend beneath the world’s pressure, or rise by remembering God’s promises and holding fast to her faith?
