security via anonymity
by SDAT
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pain?
for four years now, I’ve been occasionally experimenting with hanging myself up from the basement ceiling. typically only in warmer weather for comfort reasons, and always in a configuration that...
DJ 20210907
I dreamed a cruise that started out somewhere in the UK, and then when I wasn’t paying attention, shifted to Sweden without anyone having told me – I guessed/deduced it from the much different sc...
DJ 20210904
going over a patch of grass with a reel mower and seeing it look fine, then coming back and taking a few more passes and being dismayed to see that the successive passes were wearing down the gra...
12/27/2020
now that I’ve been married twelve years, I can say that I do miss sex, but not enough to actually ever do it again and risk a pregnancy. rather, what I miss in a less conditional manner is having...
just once.
you, me, not much (but nonzero) clothing, a wide open carpeted floor space, some lengths of soft rope, maybe some immovable furniture with legs, the knowledge that one of us is going to end up ti...
DJ 2019-01-17
I don’t remember what happened up to this point, but I was at some kind of small party at a house, and there came a point (I think it was between 8 and 9 PM when the hour and minute hand cross) w...
didn't know this term came from a play until I looked it up just now.
is there a term for something that’s like gaslighting but sees you deliberately doing or saying little things that make someone else question your memory or sanity instead of their own?
uncaught.
a simulated sense of predation. the feeling that I could be pounced on and toyed with, as if by a cat. or held down and plucked, as if by a hawk. or wrapped up and bound fast, as if by a spider. ...
seen on Facebook
“Children shouldn’t have to sacrifice so that you can have the life you want. You make sacrifices so your children can have the life that they deserve.” and THIS is exactly why I don’t want to b...
2016-06-20 (not a DJ)
“Are you okay?” I cocked an eyebrow. “Why? Aren’t you?” “Yeah, I’m fine.” “Then I’m sure as hell not about to be otherwise.” But instead of stopping cold at that line and demanding to know what...
I've learned enough Welsh at Duolingo to be able to say...
Dw i ddim eisiau cath. Dw i eisiau draig.
a proverb reconsidered.
whoever said “want of money is the root of all evil” obviously never had problems in his/her love life.
defensive rebounding.
(Author’s note: Please excuse the poetry on a site called Prosebox; but this is some of the best inspiration I’ve had in a long time – I haven’t written a poem in years – and I have nowhere else ...
I probably should have asked this MANY years ago, but...
... how do people decide whom to pursue for a romantic partnership?
long-term investments.
I'd better be seeing some payoff from this whole parenting thing in another 10-20 years, because right now I've had just about enough of it and want my time and my freedom back. and this is even...
Book Description
a continuation of my open diary after that site suddenly shut down.