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by Downsyde

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March 16, 2026

The Pit

This is older. I'm too old for this shit now but when I wasn't, damn was it fun. Thousands of cramped bodies, heat, dripping with sweat. Heart-breaking adrenaline coursing through every sin...


March 15, 2026

Cold

It's so cold out here, outside your influenceI pull the collar of my jacket around my ears, And as I exhale, my breath freezes in the shape of you The fire that was there no longer is,I wandered...


March 13, 2026

Approaching 300

Go down the list... Both handsI hate Jimmy PageGod of WineBreak My Heart AgainMapsComa WhiteJay's Rap 2001SleepWhen You Grow Up, Your Heart DiesMidwestPlay Crack The SkySave Yourself     Thi...


March 11, 2026

Matters of the Heart

You fuck with my head like it's nothing One minute you're the sweetest fucking girl that I know. The next I'm a fucking asshole that you hoped would dieAnd I know by now I should fucking walk aw...


March 10, 2026

Well...

Fuck me this was a day I did not expect  I was hoping it was just going to be a normal fucking vet appointment for her but turns out her heart is so fucking big and she's got blood going into h...


March 10, 2026

Sweat

Uncontrolled panic attack...Didn't realize until it was too late...She takes my breath away...In the right ways...And the wrong ways...The drugs work quick Nervous system still glitching out The...


March 03, 2026

Light

I heard you once say not long agoThat I have a light That I don't belong in darknessThat I'm not built to hide away in some hole But girl I know I have some of the dark in me Cuz it's the ...


March 01, 2026

Stones Throw

I know I ain't good for you I ain't even good for me My soul is all twisted up like a tree around its rootsI do the wrong things and I say the wrong things They always come out wrong latelyAnd i...


February 27, 2026

Space

I swear to Christ, you keep me at a distanceSo you wont cause an accidentAnd I'm a danger but so fucking harmless,So I speak these words to say nothing at allWhen we pass the ball back n forth ...


February 23, 2026

Talk To Me

If you want to get me in the mood... Talk to me about space, time, and religion... Tell me all your thoughts on God Tell me the moment you realized your paradigm shifted... And then tell me ...


February 20, 2026

Dirty Dangles

I lied when I said I don't dream,Sometime I do all the time, Sometimes I remember them all, And I wake up looking for you, Because your scent still lingersBut now I try not to sleep because it's...


February 19, 2026

Restless

There is an irking in my soul that grows louder each passing moment, and I know yours does as well. For too long we have sat dormant, silent, yet without idle minds. And it is with these minds ...


February 12, 2026

Different languages

“hey…” “hey” “where have you been?’ “right in front of you.” “I didn’t see you.” “yeah, it’s ‘cause you  didn't want to.” She smiled a smile that cut through his pain like a cold knife...


February 11, 2026

Suicide

I wrote this a bit ago... So now we know why it was so hard to find out how she passed. Suicide.  Suicide. How…strange. So out of place. So shocking, and yet, because it was her, not shocki...


February 03, 2026

Find me

You try to tell me things through notes and lies  If you can drop it then so can I but Through all the begging, all the pleading, all the words that we misremembered  You never once said to...


January 22, 2026

When our eyes stop working

I was thinking about it  I was thinking about it  So I lit the fuse  And I'm on my bed staring at the ceiling  My pinky fingers feeling kind of weird, Feels like it's missing yours  I sc...


January 17, 2026

Voices

It's 1:00 a.m.... I just heard the sexiest voice... The way they said my name... I don't even know how to explain it... But wow, how am I going to sleep tonight now? I cannot get it out of my ...


January 16, 2026

A short story

See, love can be a foul thing because sometimes you can be so sure and you spend, literally, a lifetime sleeping next to this person you chose to love forever. And waking up with them. And fuc...


January 13, 2026

... This leap

I'm here. Way over here. I knew trouble abound a long time ago But I still did it... But the words flow  And flow and flow and flow  And I feel better  And I don't  Fuck me


January 06, 2026

I wish I hated you

I wish I could tell you I hated you  I wish I could say that I never met you  Because so many times you ripped out my heart without ever knowing  You say you're sleeping fine at night  Well...


January 05, 2026

January

Sometimes in the dead of winter when nothing is happening and everything appears dead, that's when you know it's time to dig your feet into the snow and push forward cuz it can't get any fuckin...


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