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Catching Up....
A lot has gone on, dynamics have shifted and changed. Hurts have healed, old wounds opened. Mandy is still living with us and it is ver nice. She helps me around the house with cooking and clean...
Rambling...
Life on the sofa. Not really all that bad, that is if one enjoys discomfort. The sofa is not designed for a big man to sleep on, the dips and divits. Then there is the texture, nothing like the s...
Up Date....
On Sunday we drove to the other side of Knoxville. It was a great little drive. The purpose of the trip was to meet my son and grandson. Fred and his family were in the area for his sisters weddi...
A Beautiful Saturday...
It is lovely out! This morning I was up at my regular wake up time, 5:15am. I had black coffee and my meds. I then watched a bit of news as sad and depressing as that is, then I went out and fire...
Update.........
Mandy is back. The relationship she was in finally self destructed. Today when she arrived here she was like a little scared girl. I felt so sorry for her. She was in tears as I held her and told...
Happy Rambles...
Amazing.... Thank the Gods and heavens for modern chemistry! My meds have been onboard for a few hours and I feel good, slight twinge of a headache above the left eye, but feeling really good oth...
Little Changes...
Today I reduced my Zoloft to 25mg. I have to do something as I feel like the world has no seasons. True the anxiety is reduced, but I feel flat, almost emotionless. The “I don’t give a shit” leve...
Feeling Strange....
I have been taking the Zoloft for a few weeks, I guess long enough forit to start effecting me. In the beginning, that first week I felt emotionally alright, but I felt dizzy and unstable riding ...
Saturday Morning, Day Two of Zoloft
This is the second day of my new med, Zoloft. Yesterday after taking that first dose I felt strangely high. When I rode my Harley I felt slightly wobbley, unstable. I was off in leaning into curv...
Zoloft....
I have been having difficulty at work. With the bullshit of an unstable Boss and dealing with an irrate public due to a step up in enforcement, I have been suffering from severe anxiety. This add...
Oh Yeah.......
I love when I can make multiple entries in a day. I love sharing my life with others, even if no one notes me, I assume that some one out there does read this. And it matters not if one gives a d...
Happy Tired.....
Went to the little store where I go every morning for my coffee to support our Troops. They had all sorts of goodies! I had three fantastic hot dogs with mustard, onion and chili. I washed it dow...
Saturday Morning Coffee and Meds...
I slept so good last night! Maggie snuggled up tight against me, taking Debbie’s place at my side. This morning I was awakened by M.I.L. calling to see what my plans are for the day. As I struggl...
Hello Old Friend Pain, I Hate To See You Again...
Well the pain in my back has returned. It started over the weekend with spasms and cramps in my legs and today the steady agony of the back ache firing up. Tonight I have doubled my Celebrex, wh...
Oh damn....
I am toast... I am fucked up... I am on beer number 12. I have discovered that when I drink I do not hurt! I have been cleaning the kitchen, doing dishes and cleaning counter tops. I am als...
Another Pain Free Day......
Today was another pain free day! I doubled the Celebrex to 400mg, but I did not have to take any Hydrocodone, Cyclobenzaprine or Lorazepam! I have been able to walk normally, stand for longer pe...
A Rare Pain Free Day...
I am rather amazed. For the past month it has gotten bad, really bad. Walking, climbing steps, standing for a period of time, this all kills my lower back, legs, knees and foot. It had gotten t...
Oh No....
I took half a day off from work. I needed some "alone" time. Deb is gone, she went with Mandy and her partner to see Mandy's daughter graduate from a trade school. When they made their plans I ...
Debbie and I....
Debbie has to return to the surgeon again, earlier actually. She has to go back tomorrow. She has been bleeding since surgery and has been in constant pain. On Friday, when I convinced her to cal...
Follow Up
We returned to the surgeon on Friday. The news was great! NO CANCER! Debbie wants a hysterectomy and wants it now, but he wants to wait for another 6 weeks to see how the ulcerated area looks. ...
The day
Happy me....
Its All About Deb....
Today Debbie had surgery. Nothing big, but still it had its dangers. I remember when I worked in the O.R. back home, back in the 70's. We had a girl on the table doing a similar procedure, when s...
Its All About The Bike....
Riding home today I had a bad scare. Really bad. I was heading north, out of town, going through a congested, busy intersection at a mall. My head was on a swivel here as normal. But I did no...
It Was Only A Matter Of Time...
It was bound to happen. We let a friend, M, move in with us. She walked out on her marriage, finding she had made a mistake marrying a woman with a child, and finding out to late she did not wan...
Oh Yuckie....
I am suffering some wretched summer cold bug. It started with Deb and has moved to me. So far Mandy has not gotten this. We believe it started at RennFaire last week, the dust and people ther...
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Public Information and Stories About Me. Things That Occur At Work, Personal Relationships And Day To Day Issues. Some Entries May Be Private Or Limited To Protect The innocent.
