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An Update
It’s so difficult to remember what day something happened anymore. I constantly check the calendar. My sense of time has gone completely. Uuhg. Duh. I just remembered I started that mushroom s...
AI is an Egregore
was a post that I saw, yesterday. From an old acquaintance who, recently, has been taking on the mantle of anti-patriarchal pagan witch champion. Of course it is, I thought. Of course it is. ...
The Space
inside me seems to mirror the external world. I feel so expansive. I see the neediness for connection and it’s response- defensiveness of personal space; the wish for a protector warrior with ...
The Consciousness Aperture
If BioGeometry has taught me anything, it is the absolute fallacy of the belief that we can be objective, or limited to physically perceptible phenomena. The first time I swung a pendulum, and...
Something beautifully strange
About the sky tonight After I finished doing a clearing of myself, and then the 3-mile radius map image of the area surrounded our home, as I often do, I sensed and felt surreal things. When ...
Living Among the Dead
Interestingly, the word “plastic” came out without any thought, a couple of times. I wondered why? Plastic is dead. It’s hard and unyielding until melted, and then formed into something enti...
Jump and the Net will Appear
And other lessons Such a long time has gone by since I took a no-holds-back dive into obsessive avoidance patterns. Whew! Was that a ride. I woke to meditate and gain increasing clarity the...
Orientation
I felt a transition, and there was a giant tsunami wave to my right. Like a wall of water. I looked out at the basin-shaped land before me, full of people and their society, and took one step ba...
Mine is slow
Vision changes, a perception of spaciousness, the light and depth seem somehow hyper real- surreal. Many describe their journey as an instantaneous transition to something else - some other ki...
What do Butterflies do?
I’m sitting here at the park with my kids and noticed that I can really see the auras around the trees very clearly. It’s midday. Typically I only “notice” them at dawn or dusk. I know that the...
My Past Lives
And current purpose Show up really meaningfully. I met a part of me that was forged through persistent, direct contact with animals throughout a life that my spirit experienced long ago. It’...
Fem >_ Masc
In revelatory splendor, my whirled is once again blown away by the realization of deeper levels of inversion. It began with a feeling. A shallow, but insistent feeling in my stomach. It was ne...
Seemed appropriate
Weekly Verse, Week 14 -Calendar of the Soul, by Rudolph Steiner “Surrendering to senses’ revelation I lost the drive of my own being, And dreamlike, thinking seemed To daze and rob me o...
The Spirit Matter
The answer to life, the universe, and everything. As I innerstand it. Not gonna pretend it’s totally comprehensible. Here goes. My core inner experience since the time I was born in this lif...
I love to Write
Under the Blessed Pine. I feel more grounded and connected to myself. Yesterday, I had an experience that required some deep integration. And, after this experience, maybe a handful of hours l...
Evidentiary Observations
I had been experiencing thoughts of doubts- first, a doubt about my decision to internalize and redeem Black Beauty. This thought was subtle but persistent so that it came up and interrupted my...
Time
Linear Time Stacked Time Perception of the Effects of the Past on the Future, and of the Future on the Past. In the present, these are all perceived. My perceptions have changed radically....
Something Above
Last night I became aware a feeling. I hadn’t taken care of the rabbits, yet. I considered not doing it. It was late. I was already in bed. I was very sleepy. There was a feeling that was fam...
Tension of
Conflict It’s in my neck. Coming out. More and more each day. I encourage it to come. It is release. Last night, I prayed meditatively for Christ and the Angels to heal my inheritance. First ...
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Today, I discovered my Purpose in this life. It’s interesting because, I never questioned the thought that one’s purpose was pre-ordained; in the stars or whatever. You’ll fulfill it whether y...
In the Morning After Waking
I found it very easy to connect to my energy. There was a blockage, or a darkening of the energy quality in-between my heart and throat. I felt into this and, discovered an upside-down pyramid ...
Clarity
Selfless clarity and transmission of consciousness. That is the feeling impression I receive from the sky on such a night as this - when after today the sun shone hotly from the deep azure blue ...
Joy
The light is joy and the sun is bringing it ever anew in each moment The first light touches my deepest soul and outermost limbs warmly The plants are dancing leaping shouting - for joy The gr...
The start
23 May is when I decided to get serious. I’ve read How To Know Higher Worlds, The Art and Practice of Yoga, The Tao Te Ching, and just a slew of other esoteric books including The Holy Bible and...
Some Backstory
To log because this seems like a wonderful way to get it down in an easily manageable way. This entry is dated 8-8-24 because that is the day that Christ entered my soul and became a permanent...
Book Description
Yep. Just like it says
