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Pregnancy loss, weight gain, work, and ICE
11:24 pm 11/17/25 It’s been a wild month. Work has been insane. That one guy that got mad at me for telling him our boss wants him to park his bicycle outside; started some shit again. The dude...
Back at the DMV
12:49 pm 10/21/25 Wasn’t I here last week? Things have been good. I got my little motorcycle. Scooter. It’s a scooter that looks like a mini motorcycle. Just a Honda Navi. I got my insurance an...
Last night on earth
3:53 am 10/18/25 I’m not killing myself. It’s the name of a song. A song I like. He says, “She songs me the saddest of songs. I cannot help but song along. Forever after in my head. There’ll be...
She AIn't gOt no lEgs Lt. DaN
6:33 am 10/17/25 I know that Forest… Today, yesterday, whatever, it was a rough day. The hot mum stopped talking to me. Probably found out that I dated her friend. Hell, I even got into a figh...
I got a ride now
5:30 pm 10/16/25 I may have frightened off that hot mum I matched with. Joker is going away to college soon. Something. I wasn’t paying attention. Why? BECAUSE I GOT A MINI BIKE!!! I saw a lit...
Checking my phone all the time
1:34 am 10/16/25 Joker had her hoco and, I got to smash her in that dress. And now I’m talking to this girl, who is friends with that girl I dated from work. Not here but four years ago when I ...
Do people always text you when you're fucking
1:06 am 10/14/25 Is that a thing; because it sure felt like it. Joker came over and as I’m fucking her, I get a text about a special work project. Work always comes first so I had to stop and g...
Why me
10:10 pm 10/10/25 Work is not going well. The tracing system went down. My boss is gone until the 17th. So it’s just me. I have one more night and honestly, I’m tired. I’m ready to dive into s...
I won't wake up this time
8:06 am 10/10/25 During break one of the girls that works for me started telling me about her church. Somehow that ended up with her telling me her family problems. Sweet girl. I told her that ...
Waking up with my hand on her pussy
1:17 am 10/10/25 That was the best part of my day. I woke up with my head on her stomach and my hand down her panties, on her pussy. Now I’m here at work, stressing over dumb shit. Work has bee...
Life in general is hard
3:42 am 10/8/25 These are my last few hours before I have to go to work. Four days on, three days off. The first one is always spent asleep. The second day is a mixture of sleeping in, or wakin...
Do we all collectively hate the DMV
11:11 am 10/6/25 I wish I had more money. Well it’s that time again. I’m not great at being an adult. My rent was the 1st, up until the 5th and of course I forgot to get my money order. Cool, I...
I'm not a push over employee
4:04 pm 10/3/25 What a fuck show this week has been. Work has been a DISASTER. I mean, my team is doing fine as a whole, but Wednesday they sent us 31 pallets. 28 if you take out the 3 water pa...
Death of a coworker
1:30 am 10/2/25 Saturday night (so a few days ago) I found out that someone at work died. Not here, but at a hospital or something. She died August the 27th. I always saw her and she worked in ...
I wanna vomit my eggs and sausage
2:51 am 9/25/25 Katelyn is back with her ex. Someone told me to unfollow her but I, she crossed my mind. I was watching her get off with her vibrator and thought, had she posted anything new? I...
Post sickness high
7:20 am 9/24/25 I feel better, but I think it’s that high you get after being sick for the past three days. Now I want to clean up and decorate my place. Actually, I’m bored. I saw some girl on...
Happy 40th something birthday to me
11:13 pm 9/23/25 I was born at 9:23 pm, so I’m a few hours late. Do you ever forget how old you are? I got a ton of birthday messages from my y coworker friends. What are coworkers that you’re ...
A sick birthday
5:35 pm 9/22/25 Tomorrow’s my birthday. I was going to have it at this buffet place with some work friends, but that’s not happening now. Saturday night my boss offered us overtime and I stayed...
Work, Katelyn, and being fat
4:53 am - 9/15/25 My birthday is in 8 days. Work has been going well. One guy wanted to bring a gun to work and open carry. Who the fuck is this dumb fuck trying to intimidate?! I swear the dum...
Katelyn has a boyfriend
1:37 am 9/11/25 Why do I date these? The date is never correct on my end but, Katelyn has a boyfriend. A few days ago she told me that she needed money. I asked her if she was okay. That's w...
Don't date at work
9:16 am The song "Runaway" by Mr. Little Jeans is so good. The guitar intro.... Oof. I'm laying here, on my blanket, that's on the floor. I want to buy furniture but this place smells. I have a ...
I know tonight, she cums
6:47 am She gives me a reason... That's what we all say. Fuck, I hate feeling this way. Katelyn blocked my stalking account. The other girl I bought nudes from is living her life. She messaged m...
Sometimes I want to say fuck it all and kill myself
10:30 pm I still can't post photos! The last time I was on here was back in July. Can you believe that summer is gone? I still feel like crap when I think about Katelyn. She's still posting abou...
Bye Katelyn
4:34 pm There’s a few weeks to cover. So I left off where Katelyn deleted me. That lasted about a week. She got back to my messages (from Instagram) a week later. She added me back and sold me t...
I'm addicted to amateur porn
5:21 pm I’m trying to break this addiction. It’s so easy. do you have a cash app? Do you have an OF? Do you have a spicy link? Wanna sell? Bam! It’s done. Then you come back for more and more. E...