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Two months before my 38th
I turn 38 in two months. The only thing I can think about is how I am living paycheck to paycheck. I am struggling to give my kid a good 8th birthday party. His first. This is not a huge problem...
Something happy
I rode out to Arizona on Thursday to see my my niece graduate. It’s odd. I was 17 when she was born. She’s 21 now. She blossomed so beautifully and I literally can’t believe it. The pride I felt...
So much anger
This past week I have been on an emotional roller coaster. I went from feeling weepy, to mournful, to now just feeling like I am full of rage. I am going to speak in the first person as if to so...
My depression is getting worse again
I finished my therapy in February of this year. My therapist said I was good and that I didn’t need the appointments anymore. But here I am two months later and I am weepy again. I felt so seen ...
Sick and tired
I am 37 and I know that I should have always been taking care of my body from when I was young. The paradox of youth is that you worry about shit you don’t need to and are blissfully ignorant of...
Question for married moms...
I have heard of the #singlemarriedmom. I didn’t know what that was until I saw videos on it and read about it. I think that fits me. I won’t say that its all my husband’s fault for the place tha...
Question for married moms...
I have heard of the #singlemarriedmom. I didn’t know what that was until I saw videos on it and read about it. I think that fits me. I won’t say that its all my husband’s fault for the place tha...
Christmas 2024
So I think this is the first entry I have made since my birthday in August. I have a private journal that I made. A different project. Very therapeutic. Anywho, everything for the most part is g...
Book Description
My 37th year of life