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Inside My Head

by artists*heart

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February 03, 2014

New Years Eve

New Years Eve 1/3/2004 Have you ever noticed that you always seem to have the best time when you least expect it? Well, that was my New Years Eve…This guy named James from this frat who I’...


February 03, 2014

Last Entry of 2003

Last Entry of 2003 12/30/2003 I hate it when you’re halfway through an entry and it gets accidentally deleted… OK…So basically this break has been pretty uneventful. For Channukah my relat...


February 03, 2014

All Night Oral

All Night Oral 12/28/2003 So it was the last Tuesday of the semester...Corinne was driving me back the next day. Our finals were over so we decided to go out that night. Cor...


Last Weeks of the Best Semester... 12/21/2003 Chris and I were supposed to meet that Wednesday, but yeah...that got screwed up. I called him on Thursday morning and told him to call me back...


February 03, 2014

My Friends Rock So Hard

My Friends Rock So Hard 12/4/2003 I asked him on Monday to meet up with me on campus on Wednesday. On Tuesday I reminded him. So he calls me at seven after he had gotten back from house ...


February 03, 2014

It's Over

It's Over 12/2/2003 So, today is my last day as Chris's girlfriend. My next entry about him will be my last. That's how I get over people that hurt me; I keep myself insanely busy so I don...


February 03, 2014

Miserable

Miserable 11/29/2003 I left on Wednesday afternoon without saying good-bye to Chris. He actually asked me to have lunch with him on Tuesday, which I did. The lunch at Susquehanna Room went...


February 03, 2014

Breaking Up?

Breaking Up? 11/24/2003 On Saturday I got up relatively early, thinking I would have to pick up Chris from campus around 1-2:00. On my buddy list it kept saying that he was idle. He was ...


February 03, 2014

Confused

Confused 11/24/2003 Last Friday night I went out to a Sports Bar with Stephanie and Big. The girls from my sorority arranged to have a free keg there, so we decided to go. I met up with ...


February 03, 2014

Cornell Trip

Cornell Trip 11/23/2003 It was snowing badly that night and the trip almost got canceled. We ended up leaving around 7:30 because Corinne was mad late. I was in Christine’s car with Chris...


February 03, 2014

Catch-Up on Sweet November

Catch-Up on Sweet November 11/21/2003 November 11th--I had been talking to Chris into the wee hours of the morning when he jested that he had no food in his fridge. I offered to make him di...


February 03, 2014

Oral Sex

Oral Sex 11/11/2003 Nov 11—Tuesday Chris and I had had conversation the night before about him not having food. I said that if he trusted me I’d cook for him, which he se...


February 03, 2014

Sweet November, cont'd

Sweet November, cont'd [Private Entry] 11/8/2003 He’s obsessed with my chest. He took off the covers and asked to just grab my breasts. I felt bad, because now it was past three am. I k...


February 03, 2014

Sweet November

Sweet November 11/8/2003 The night started off with me going out to the Olive Garden with Lauren, Nicole, and Erin for Christine's birthday dinner. It was fun, we spent a good two hours...


February 03, 2014

Nov 7th, 2003

Nov 7th, 2003 11/8/2003 I had sex with Chris on Thursday night/very early Friday morning. I'm kind of flipping out about it. Before he left he told me to call/IM him over the weekend. I c...


Confusion and Ignorance Cont'd 11/3/2003 I left Big, annoyed, and headed over to The Rat, since I figured I'd run into a few of my friends there. I ran into not only Christine, Nicole, and ...


February 03, 2014

Confusion and Ignorance

Confusion and Ignorance 11/3/2003 The next day was Halloween and Chris had told me he'd probably be at our Halloween party we were hosting with another frat at around 1 am. He called me ...


February 03, 2014

Big/Little Night

Big/Little Night 11/3/2003 Big/Little Night was last Thursday night. I got my second choice for a little, which I was happy with. Her name is Erin and she's one of the sweetest people you...


February 03, 2014

Almost...

Almost... 10/31/2003 When Chris had asked if he could come over that night I assumed it would be laidback, like it was last time. If anything, it was the exact opposite. It started out nor...


February 03, 2014

Getting My Lil Sis

Getting My Lil Sis 10/30/2003 In my sorority every older sister gets assigned to a pledge, or a "little sister." For three days the little sister gets angeled, or basically, given lots of p...


Um...Can't Think of a Title for This Subject 10/25/2003 I didn't want to name my entry something obscene like "Losing It" or something like that. It doesn't really matter what I name it s...


February 03, 2014

Just Chillin

Just Chillin 10/23/2003 Last night was amazing. Chris was over, but we didn't do anything....that's what made it so great. I can hang out with him, and watch a movie with him, and basical...


February 03, 2014

Saturday Night

Saturday Night 10/22/2003 I was sitting at my desk, once again trying to act nonchalant while my heart felt it was going to pop through my chest. Chris was sprawled out on my bed, g...


February 03, 2014

Fate cont'd

Fate cont'd 10/22/2003 We left for the mixer after I had done yet another shot of vodka. I called Chris, half-drunkenly, telling him I should be at the Rat around midnight...I felt worse...


February 03, 2014

Fate

Fate 10/22/2003 "Just to let you know, I do believe in Fate...I just think it works in really fucked up ways sometimes." ~'Can'...


Book Description

I’ve had a diary on OpenDiary.com (aka OD) since 2001. I just found out that the guy who runs the site is shutting it down in less than two weeks. Rather than lose all of my journal entries, which have documented some major milestones, I have moved my diary to Prosebox.

My life isn’t glamorous or original, but my personality is like no other… I’m a PA (Physician Assistant) at a hospital in NJ. I graduated from SUNY-Binghamton, after spending freshman year at Syracuse University. I love art and science; a weird combination, I know, but that’s what makes me so quirky.
The people I mention in my diary are mostly loved ones friends, and several varieties of jerks who have made impressions on me. So here goes…are you ready to enter inside my head?