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Inside My Head

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January 31, 2014

Diana

Diana 11/4/2001 I love my friend Diana. There's just nothing else I can say. I was feeling terrible about the whole Justin-Erin thing. Earlier this evening I was goofing around on the comp...


January 31, 2014

Personality

Personality 11/3/2001 I used to think it was this school that made me unhappy, but maybe it's me. I think I'm just unlikable. No-one here actually hates me or anything, but they don't wa...


Third Wheel and Medical School 11/2/2001 I'm definitely feeling like the third wheel. Helen has disappeared. I understand that she really wants to go to Connecticut College, but 24/7 is stu...


January 31, 2014

Halloween and Random Stuff

Halloween and Random Stuff 11/2/2001 Well, my first Halloween kind of sucked. I knew I had a test that Friday in my Religions of the World class. The first test was incredibly easy. Twenty-...


January 31, 2014

Family Ties

Family Ties 10/27/2001 I think my mom is getting sick of me. Partially, I don't blame her because I haven't exactly been the epitome of happiness. However, there are just some things tha...


January 31, 2014

Loners

Loners 10/27/2001 As for outside of school...my ego is taking some serious hits. I'm beginning to think there's just something wrong with my personality. The people in my hall aren't outrig...


January 31, 2014

Kicking Ass

Kicking Ass 10/27/2001 It's funny how I have so much luck with some things, and almost none with others. Academically, I'm kicking ass. I got a 78 on my calculus test. Granted, a 78 isn'...


Genuphobia and Exhibitionistic Roommates 10/22/2001 I got an IM message from Natalie today. She wants me to come and visit her this weekend. Natalie was my roommate at the Carnegie Mellon...


January 31, 2014

Hey...

Hey... 10/17/2001 Quick summary of what's been going on. I requested transfer applications from SUNY Binghamton and from (surprise) University of Rochester. If I'm unhappy with Syracuse by ...


January 31, 2014

Clueless

Clueless 10/13/2001 I'm taking a bus or a plane home for Thanksgiving because I don't want to go home with Rachel. This weekend she was going to Long Island and didn't even tell me until ...


January 31, 2014

Hooked-Up

Hooked-Up 10/12/2001 I went to my club tonight(this morning?) with Helen, Erin, Erin's roommate Stefanie, and Stefanie's friend Eileen. Quick summary before I pass out: Stefanie and Eileen...


January 31, 2014

On a Lighter Note

On a Lighter Note 10/10/2001 Diana, my friend from Carnegie Mellon, called me that Friday night. Blondie had left that morning. She told me that a few of her friends were going to Carousel...


January 31, 2014

Continued Clubbing Story

Continued Clubbing Story 10/10/2001 The last time we went to the club it was good. So yeah, like I said, I got hit on. I was dancing with this guy who started dancing with me. His buddy s...


Chasing Math Tutors and Clubbing 10/5/2001 It's 8:42 am and Blondie just left. Not to sound like a bitch, but I'm glad. It was getting way too cramped in here. Linda is spending the night...


January 31, 2014

Sorry...Bad Mood

Sorry...Bad Mood 10/5/2001 Sorry...I was in a bad mood before. I should not have ripped on Blondie like that. The stress of this school is getting to me. We went to our club again tonight...


January 31, 2014

Blondie

Blondie 10/4/2001 My friend, we'll call her Blondie, is visiting me. I've known her since first grade. Ugh. All I can say is that she's never coming up again. She's the one going into th...


January 31, 2014

P.S.

P.S. 10/2/2001 Just for the record, I'm more than a little pissed at my friends back home. Its the fifth year that they forgot my birthday. How come Erin, Helen, and Linda, who've only kn...


January 31, 2014

I'm Nineteen...

I'm Nineteen... 10/2/2001 Ironically, my birthday wasn't going so badly until my parents called. Ususlly my mother is the one to make me smile. I woke up this morning really depressed be...


January 31, 2014

My Birthday is Tomorrow...

My Birthday is Tomorrow... 10/1/2001 This morning I had to get up at seven in the morning so I could go across campus at nine and put my lab in my TA's mailbox. My lab last week had been ca...


January 31, 2014

Trip Home

Trip Home 10/1/2001 My trip home was absolutely terrible. My flight from Syracuse to Philadelphia and Philadelphia to Long Island were about 5o minutes each, but I had a two and a half lay...


January 31, 2014

Question of Morals

Question of Morals 9/27/2001 Dear Readers, I'm terrified. There's talk of re-instating the draft. There is no question of if we go to war; we are going to war. it's simply a question of wh...


January 31, 2014

Just Jotting Stuff Down

Just Jotting Stuff Down 9/25/2001 Ah well...I feel stupid about the whole A thing. Whatever...I'll live without him. In light of the recent tragedies that are going on around us, this is...


January 31, 2014

Going Home

Going Home 9/24/2001 I'm going home in three days for a fabulous four-day weekend. Yay for vacations! I actually had a pretty crappy day today, but it doesn't matter anymore because I just...


January 31, 2014

Test Stress

Test Stress 9/23/2001 I must say, I've been on OD for nearly a year and I've taken it for granted that so few mean notes have ever been left on my diary. It's not like a mean note will r...


January 31, 2014

I Feel Sick

I Feel Sick 9/21/2001 After I finished writing my last few entries, I was reading DreamWithin's diary. One of her diarists' Toni S, has been missing since the WTC bombings. Her brother i...


Book Description

I’ve had a diary on OpenDiary.com (aka OD) since 2001. I just found out that the guy who runs the site is shutting it down in less than two weeks. Rather than lose all of my journal entries, which have documented some major milestones, I have moved my diary to Prosebox.

My life isn’t glamorous or original, but my personality is like no other… I’m a PA (Physician Assistant) at a hospital in NJ. I graduated from SUNY-Binghamton, after spending freshman year at Syracuse University. I love art and science; a weird combination, I know, but that’s what makes me so quirky.
The people I mention in my diary are mostly loved ones friends, and several varieties of jerks who have made impressions on me. So here goes…are you ready to enter inside my head?