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Inside My Head

by artists*heart

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January 31, 2014

To All My Friends

To All My Friends 2/10/2002 I've said some things in the past few entries about my friends that aren't true. I was angry, and upset, and feeling very unwanted, so I took it out on the peop...


January 31, 2014

KAT and Oscar cont'd

KAT and Oscar cont'd 2/10/2002 We got to the frat party and ended up having to pay $5 and got our stale beer. There was good music and very little smoking, which is a major plus. We start...


Kappa Alpha Theta and Oscar the Grouch 2/10/2002 I hate the OD. I spent almost an hour writing an entry before and when I went to save it, it wouldn't let me. I ended up losing the whole da...


January 31, 2014

The Greatest Glory

The Greatest Glory 2/6/2002 "The greatest glory is not in never falling, but rising each time you fall." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson I've always loved that quote, but I've always felt: After so m...


January 31, 2014

cont'd

cont'd 2/5/2002 I kept screaming at my mother. I felt terrible because no-one likes me, because nothing works out for me, because boys think I'm ugly, because my sister has everything I wan...


January 31, 2014

Never Again

Never Again 2/5/2002 I haven't been writing in my diary because I've been so busy Rushing. Rushing is the first stage in the sorority initiation process. I feel like I've been floating o...


January 31, 2014

Inside My Head

Inside My Head 1/31/2002 A lot of things have happened since I've been back at school. I got a job in the Preservation Department in my on-campus library. Basically, I take apart books in d...


January 31, 2014

It's a Bit Dark in Here...

It's a Bit Dark in Here... 1/22/2002 Obviously, I'm back at school now. Between not wanting write and not having time to write, I've definitely been neglecting my diary. I used to love writ...


January 31, 2014

Being Home

Being Home 1/2/2002 I just read an old entry about my mom. I wrote it last year...almost exactly a year ago. I don't know why, but I felt like crying. Seriously, it's so good to be home.......


January 31, 2014

Some More Randomness

Some More Randomness 1/2/2002 I truly hate being alone. Ironically, my personality isn't conducive to being in large crowds either. As much as I really try, people either just don't like ...


January 31, 2014

Randomness

Randomness 1/1/2002 I love being home. I love having my own room, and being able to have my own place to hide from everybody, if need be. I love having my mom around so I have someone to ta...


January 31, 2014

Cont'd

Cont'd 12/21/2001 Albany Airport sucked. I wanted to get a bagel with eggs and cheese on it, but they had stopped serving breakfast twenty minutes before. Then, the woman won't even sell me...


January 31, 2014

Home Sweet Home

Home Sweet Home 12/21/2001 Finally! I'm home!!!! Home is such a wonderful word...synonomous with comfort and happiness. I'm in such a smiley mood right now. Leaving SU was a bitch. Hele...


January 31, 2014

Going Home!!!

Going Home!!! 12/18/2001 In twelve hours and 47 minutes, I'll be on a flight back to Long Island!!!! Oh, and I think I did really well on my math final which will definitely give me a C or...


January 31, 2014

Good Enough?

Good Enough? 12/15/2001 I found out that my C on the final got curved up to a B. I have, at the minimum, a B in chemistry overall, which kicks ass. With all the work I did, I deserved an ...


January 31, 2014

Who Needs a Liver Anyway?

Who Needs a Liver Anyway? 12/14/2001 Yeah...so after that I was starting to get more than a little sick. I wasn't nauseous quite yet, but I needed to go to the bathroom. Becca's sorority s...


January 31, 2014

Crazy College Days

Crazy College Days 12/13/2001 Ok, I'm going to back up till two weeks ago when I spent the weekend at Binghamton with my sister. That weekend was so ridiculous...I don't think my liver will...


January 31, 2014

Tests and Tequila

Tests and Tequila 12/11/2001 OK, so finals are basically over. I have math next week, but I'm giving myself a break. I had two finals yesterday and I truly just want to crawl into a hole, ...


January 31, 2014

Sleep? What's Sleep?

Sleep? What's Sleep? 12/7/2001 Sorry I seemed to have vanished off of the face of the Earth. It's finals week and I haven't slept since...well, I don't remember when. That can't be good.....


January 31, 2014

Arg.

Arg. 11/26/2001 OK, I'm in the computer cluster right now desperately trying to study for chemistry. It's just not happening. It's so BORING I can't take it any more! I'm a biology major ...


January 31, 2014

HA!

HA! 11/18/2001 OK, I have good news and I have bad news. The bad news is that when I was putting my laundry away today, my door was slightly ajar and I could hear Erin talking about me t...


January 31, 2014

Living Arrangements

Living Arrangements 11/17/2001 Next year I'm definitely getting a single. I have been in the computer cluster downstairs for hours studying chemistry. I went back up to my room at 10:30 ...


January 31, 2014

Here's the Rest of It

Here's the Rest of It 11/17/2001 When I woke up on Friday (yesterday) I found a note on my door from Erin. Her note said that since I had erased some of her previous messages off of my mes...


January 31, 2014

Later That Night...

Later That Night... 11/17/2001 So Anthony had to drop off his sister at his house, and then he got into Erin's car with me and her and gave us directions back to his frat house. While we...


College:The Really Bad Soap Opera 11/16/2001 The night started out normally enough. After a week of not going, Erin desperately wanted to go to the club. Since I HATE going out to clubs wh...


Book Description

I’ve had a diary on OpenDiary.com (aka OD) since 2001. I just found out that the guy who runs the site is shutting it down in less than two weeks. Rather than lose all of my journal entries, which have documented some major milestones, I have moved my diary to Prosebox.

My life isn’t glamorous or original, but my personality is like no other… I’m a PA (Physician Assistant) at a hospital in NJ. I graduated from SUNY-Binghamton, after spending freshman year at Syracuse University. I love art and science; a weird combination, I know, but that’s what makes me so quirky.
The people I mention in my diary are mostly loved ones friends, and several varieties of jerks who have made impressions on me. So here goes…are you ready to enter inside my head?