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Inside My Head

by artists*heart

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February 03, 2014

Iota

Iota 10/1/2002 I went home last weekend. Going home is probably better for me than any medication a doctor could prescribe. I told my mom what ws going on, and she agreed that I need to s...


February 03, 2014

Sonia's Poem

Sonia's Poem 9/25/2002 MONDAY Scrambled eggs are still stuck to the frying pan and there are still two pieces of bacon left on your plate, still on the table next to a half finished c...


February 03, 2014

Monday

Monday 9/25/2002 On Monday, I had decided to go up to Doogie's dorm, after taking my sister's advice. ("You only live once..."). I figured that when a guy asks you to sleep in his bed, he's...


February 03, 2014

Last Saturday Night Cont'd

Last Saturday Night Cont'd 9/25/2002 When we were inside Regina's building getting her weed, I was making fun of his height. (He's 6'4" or 6'5"...something crazy like that). Anyway, he's re...


February 03, 2014

Last Saturday Night (21st)

Last Saturday Night (21st) 9/25/2002 The next night, Saturday night, I had planned on staying in to study. Yeah…worked well. I ended up going to the AXP party with Jan, Melissa, and Kira, w...


February 03, 2014

Last Friday Night (20th)

Last Friday Night (20th) 9/25/2002 Friday night was Alexis’s birthday. Jan, Melissa, and Kira were seriously pissing me off. They just kept leaving me out of things and just generally bei...


February 03, 2014

Last Thursday Night (19th)

Last Thursday Night (19th) 9/25/2002 The next night we went to Cheers, our favorite hangout bar. Since I had lost my old fake ID, I had to go in with just my school ID. Normally Cheers isn’...


February 03, 2014

Last Wednesday Night (18th)

Last Wednesday Night (18th) 9/25/2002 I have massive amounts of catching up to do. This weekend was so incredibly like a roller coaster. On Wednesday I went out to the Court (aka the cou...


February 03, 2014

Rush and Counseling

Rush and Counseling 9/18/2002 I went to the second round of Rush tonight. I wasn't that thrilled with it. Everyone kept calling me 'Becca's little sister.' My future pledge class seems n...


February 03, 2014

Syracuse Cont'd

Syracuse Cont'd 9/18/2002 When I got back, I found out that Melissa had also hooked up with Chris, and came very close to giving him oral. Appraently, he only wanted sex, which she refused. ...


February 03, 2014

Syracuse

Syracuse 9/18/2002 I went up to Syracuse on Saturday afternoon. I got there around four o'clock. I saw Erin and Justin before they saw me. Justin lost sooo much weight...He looks so good... ...


February 03, 2014

Jordan, Jessie, and Chris

Jordan, Jessie, and Chris 9/18/2002 On Friday Jan asked me to go to temple with her. Friday is Shabbat, which in Judaism means that it’s some sort of holy night (Sabbath) where Jews aren’t s...


February 03, 2014

Cheers

Cheers 9/18/2002 9/16/02 In my last entry, I wasn’t mad. I was, but a lot of that stuff in the entry was true. Alli doesn’t talk to me anymore. I get a random ‘hi’ when we see each other in...


February 03, 2014

Facades

Facades 9/12/2002 When first asked how I liked Binghamton, I answered, "Ask me again in October. By then I should know. The reason why I said that was because I really liked Linda the fi...


February 03, 2014

Hehehe

Hehehe 9/8/2002 That night I wrote on Melissa, Kira, and my own board (for Jan to see) "I'm really sorry if I acted like a dick tonight <3 Artist. The next morning I find an awesome mess...


February 03, 2014

Fucking Stupid

Fucking Stupid 9/6/2002 I did the most embarrassing thing tonight. I drank a lot of alcohol in a very short period of time, which not only made me sick, but made me need to use the bathroom...


Frat Punch, Pot, and Sororities 9/2/2002 On Saturday night Jan, Kira, and I went to AXP's party. Our RA is in that frat and said the party was supposed to be cool. So we left and went to...


Bong Hits, Chi Phi, and Easy Ass 9/1/2002 Yeah, my parents IMed me, so I called them. It was the first time I haven't cried on the phone while at college. I mean, towards the end of my ye...


February 03, 2014

Second Day

Second Day 9/1/2002 OK, so the second day, Lila moved in and brought her mother to help her. Lila's mother is a raving bitch. She didn't like the set-up of the room, or the way Lila's bed w...


February 03, 2014

Jinx Cont'd

Jinx Cont'd 9/1/2002 The group activity for the night was to go to a lecture given by a motivational speaker. (The movie, 'Remember the Titans' was based on him). Can't remember the name...


February 03, 2014

Jinx

Jinx 9/1/2002 I tried to write an entry yesterday, but f**king OD wasn't lettting me save the entry. Luckily, I only lost two paragraphs because Andrea had called to ask if I wanted to go...


February 03, 2014

Queasiness

Queasiness 8/30/2002 I'd love to write but I feel queasy. Not throwing-up type queasy, but my stomach is killing me. Its the first morning in Binghamton and I have a hangover. I'll write ab...


January 31, 2014

Move-In Tomorrow

Move-In Tomorrow 8/28/2002 I'm so lazy. I wanted to write about my last days at the psych ward, and about the last days of camp, but just didn't. I just didn't feel like spending the last...


January 31, 2014

Kick Ass Party

Kick Ass Party 8/17/2002 It's 11:33 pm; I got home about twenty minutes ago from Brittney's party. The party rocked the house!! The beginning of it was a little slow because none of the cam...


Eleven More Days Til School... 8/17/2002 Today is Saturday and I'm actually going out. One of the girls I work with, Brittney, is having a going away/graduation/birthday party at her house ...


Book Description

I’ve had a diary on OpenDiary.com (aka OD) since 2001. I just found out that the guy who runs the site is shutting it down in less than two weeks. Rather than lose all of my journal entries, which have documented some major milestones, I have moved my diary to Prosebox.

My life isn’t glamorous or original, but my personality is like no other… I’m a PA (Physician Assistant) at a hospital in NJ. I graduated from SUNY-Binghamton, after spending freshman year at Syracuse University. I love art and science; a weird combination, I know, but that’s what makes me so quirky.
The people I mention in my diary are mostly loved ones friends, and several varieties of jerks who have made impressions on me. So here goes…are you ready to enter inside my head?