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Days of My Destiny

by colour of water

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January 14, 2014

Rambles of My Day

When the days are as warm as they have been, you need to make the most of the time you have between before and after hours (the hours that are too hot to do anything). Today I was woken early by ...


January 12, 2014

The 3 Weeks Away

Bec Laughton, seriously. I am loving her vocals. Though she is MUCH more enjoyable live. (Isn't everybody though, hahaha!) Camping was amazing. It was the part of L's 3 whole weeks off that ACTU...


January 12, 2014

2014 Goals

Learn the art of gratefulness Learn how to tap dance Work towards a minimum of 20 push-ups by June (currently at 10,11) Re-visit learning French Finish TA course by April Go on a solo photog...


December 20, 2013

Her Birthday

M had a WONDERFUL birthday. She was so happy all day. We surprised her and picked up her best friend on our way to Tamworth for our big day out. Of course we had to put a spare car seat in our ca...


Reading up on how to support someone with an anxiety disorder. My mother-in-law has anxiety again and we are seeing her in one week. She expressed to me that Christmas is one thing she is worried...


December 17, 2013

Fitness Test Results 2013

10th Septmber 2013: 2 push ups / 55 sit ups / 6.4 beep test 5th November 2013: 4 push ups / 93 sit ups / 7.3 beep test 17th December 2013: 11 push ups / 100 sit ups / 6.3 beep test I was relie...


Lol. We got an invite to Dave and Ang's boxing day bash. Ohhh nothing could be funnier. WHY WOULD WE GO?!?!?!? You choose to treat my husband like shit all year and expect us to show up with a sm...


Today is my big sister's 33rd birthday. It's weird thinking that she is THAT age. It's like, 32 is still close enough to early 30's (and therefore late 20's), but 33 is closer to 35 and mid-30's....


It's been a busier-than-usual week. I'm looking forward to our holiday. I almost sold my dining table today, except the lady that came all the way out here to see it hadn't taken note of the m...


December 09, 2013

Friends like T

I am grateful for friends like T. She cares about bettering the world and thereby changing it. She changes my world each time she visits, reminding me that I too can better my existence. For th...


December 03, 2013

crap afternoon/evening

I was a shit parent tonight. They pushed it also. Fuck daylight savings, it makes bedtime SO HARD. So on the weekend I separated the girls' beds (their beds have been side by side all year), as ...


December 03, 2013

Unsettled Rambles

I am exhausted today. I didn't have the best sleep and I didn't get a rest today as Little L didn't sleep. I also ate chocolate mud cake (plenty of) earlier today which clearly affected my mood b...


December 02, 2013

Funny Kid Phrases

M has come home from school today, saying "D'oh!" after just about every sentence. Lol. And as for L, well she sneezed three times in a row and said, "I have the Bless Yous!" Lol.


Mum told me on the phone the other day that in part, she feels guilty for the way I ended up mothering my firstborn child in the early days. It was a relief to hear that..... because in part I ha...


It's a rainy day today. I always sing that phrase to a specific tune, over and over again, on rainy days. This morning my man and I were woken early by the youngest in the team of the household...


November 27, 2013

brave cake

M is so brave. She's progressed in leaps and bounds with her swimming lessons in the last month. She's gone from just putting her face in the water to SWIMMING UNDERWATER!!! And when she comes up...


L is on afternoon shift. This shift works best for me because even though I go to bed without him, I wake up with him beside me!!! (On Nights, I go to bed and wake up without him.) Also, I get to...


"When I'm a grown-up, I might have kids, like, 3 or 4, and I might be a really good swimmer. I might do sports." This is M's answer to the theme "When I Grow Up....." for show and tell this week...


November 25, 2013

It really is time

Where to start...... The day of my birthday was depressing. It seemed as though the girls did everything they could to give me a horrible day, and that got me down and out and frustrated. I also...


We're going to Maitland on Saturday night. I need to get out of this town for a night, without having to travel so far home to family. I need to go somewhere different. I need to be around people...


So my life has been fairly busy since last week. Monday - girls have swimming in the afternoon Tuesday - I help in M's class with reading or anything else the kids might need help with Wednesday...


November 11, 2013

Tired Rambles re Parenting etc

Awwww.... just got a missed call from Janet. She left a message, wishing me a happy birthday. So sweet. She found out about my birthday on the weekend. The funny thing is... my birthday isn't tod...


November 08, 2013

Little Bugs

Last night while sitting on the couch, we noticed a million little bugs flying around the lounge room ceiling light. They were also camped up all over the ceiling. They were also crowded all over...


November 06, 2013

Feeling Better

Feeling much better today. I had dinner with Suzanne last night. It was definitely needed. I love that she is new to this area too, but also not too close for comfort. She's in the next town, whi...


November 05, 2013

Not Enough In Me

I just can't give as much of me as is needed lately. I'm kind of in my own zone, a bit of a zombie, really needing this time, this space inside myself. I sang some of my songs yesterday, from ten...


Book Description

My drive has always been, “Happiness is my Destiny.”
However, over the years I have realised that really, there is happiness to be embraced every single day of my life. Of course, the contents of my days aren’t ONLY happiness - my destiny is here, right now, this minute, this breath.

So breathe with me.


So:

L is my husband. He is awesome, there is no other word to describe him. Oh yeah there is, thoughtful, funny, helpful, funny, amazing in bed, funny. And.... FUNNY!

M is my daughter, she is 5. Headstrong, loving, individual. Beautiful. Learning how she relates to the world and learning all about Big Girl friendships since starting school. Her journey has truly begun now and she is finding her way. She’ll be a little woman before I know it. (this scares me)

L is my other daughter, she is ‘almost 3’ (she’ll tell you everyday). She is funny, crazy, cute. Definitely cute. Innocent, sensitive, in tune with nature, aware of her surroundings, beautiful.

I’m not sure that I write about anyone else all that regularly, but you’ll figure out who they are.

Welcome :)