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feb 28
Cannon's surgery went well, his top four teeth look great. he was groggy and tired at first, but that wore off and he was his normal, playing self by 12.30. he ate some yogurt and mashed up banan...
la la la la la la elmo's world
PLEASE IN ALL THAT IS HOLY GET THIS SONG OUT OF MY HEAD. I'm really nervous about tomorrow. It's 20 minutes until 8pm and Cannon is still napping... I should probably wake him up. Hoping for a...
More stress! hooray!
This week has been insanely crazy and stressful. Today I took my sister to the dentist, hoping that we wouldn't get bad news... well, she needs a root canal. $2,500. I don't know what we are goi...
one triumph in a week of stress is good.
I asked Cannon if he wanted to eat, and I signed eat and he signed "more" which is a rarity for him! more usually means "eat" for him. I said "yes you want to eat?" and nodded and he said "yeh" a...
updates and things
I wish I could go back to sleep. I got up at 10. It's almost 11am and Cannon is still asleep. He went to bed at 9.30 last night, so he has slept a long time. I hope he goes to bed at a decent tim...
Oh no. :\
We have to find a new place to live in two weeks. There is severe water damage in the attic from all the snowfall we got, and they have to demolish some walls and take out part of the ceiling. I...
vday and whatnot
Last night my fiance and I went to dinner at a sushi place and they had yummy-looking cocktails. I almost cried because I wanted one so bad (wtf hormones) and the waiter brought me a non-alcoholi...
my birthday wishlist
My birthday is less than a month away, and I can't help but love presents. I usually just buy my own gifts, being an adult and all but I thought I'd make a list for fun. workout clothes Urban D...
Cannon entry
He always laughs at Phil in the movie Hercules. He's starting to have a real sense of humor! He loves to hand me my comb so that I will comb his hair, even if he barely has any. :P He has been ...
damn snow.
It snowed 12" at least last week. Jacob worked Monday and then the rest of the week was cancelled. it was super cold yesterday but didn't snow. Well I wake up today and it is snowing buckets. I h...
stuff
I got a new laptop! I haven't had a new laptop since I graduated from high school (in 2008....) so I guess it was needed. My Sony Vaio lasted me a long time and I really liked it, but I haven't u...
zzzzz
My kid will not sleep. He was over tired and screamed his head off until 3am, and he was up at 10. We all have stuffy noses, I guess he is probably not feeling well. I need myself a big stack o...
weaning
Guess how many times my 17-month-old nursed today? ZERO! Yay! I'm so glad this has worked out because I literally couldn't nurse him anymore with my anxiety. He has been a picky eater lately, s...
goodbye, open diary.
I've been on that site since 2003. I relied on it as a place to save pieces of myself, to vent, and I relied on the community when I was a secretive teenager to support me or just read me without...
omg
Fuck teething. This has been such a bad 1.5 weeks. PLEASE JUST GROW IN ALREADY, STUPID EFFING MOLARS.
self loathing
I am tired of life being such a struggle. I wish I could disappear and sleep. I don't want to do this anymore. nothing is easy with parenthood and I cannot handle it and haven't been able to sinc...
priorities
I was just reading a thread on r/relationships about a lady who works full time and goes to nursing school full time doesn't have time for sex with her husband. That's not the issue I care about ...
things I am adamantly against
Anti-vaccinates. "Faith healing". Home birth. Etc. I think hospitals should do a better job with birth so people wouldn't have to resort to home birth.
samedi
Ferrero Rocher chocolates and Antiques Roadshow make Saturday nights good nights. Someday I will do something with my life, but right now I'm pregnant and have a toddler. :) I'd say that's enoug...
cold and whatnot
I really wish we had some tea, I would love some today. We are supposed to get snow and ice tonight or tomorrow, I'm not sure. I plan on tidying up the house, catching up on laundry and getting ...
Dec.16
We went to Jacob's work Christmas party on Saturday night. It was hosted by one of his co-workers who is retiring at the end of this month. I observed her classroom and I can tell she's getting p...
done
I just had my last class of this semester! I'm so happy that I can now have more time to make the house look a little better (now, mustering up the energy for that is an entirely different beast)...
livid
I am so fucking tired. I really just want to sleep. why is that so fucking hard? I am livid. no, not at my son. I just hate being so fucking tired all the time and it spirals me into depression...
YAY
I just bought Pixies tickets for February and Nick Cave tickets for June (I'll be eight months pregnant... but it won't be the first time I've been to a show eight months pregnant. ;D). I'M SO EX...
tattoos
I want another tattoo SO BAD. My next one is going to be a Sailor Moon tattoo. Specifically something like this, on the back of both of my thighs. It's gonna be rockin'. I'm planning on getting i...
