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police, death, etc.
You know we are living history lately. I feel so incredibly sad and angry about all of this.
12/2
Lorelei is silly. She started making raspberries with her mouth last week and today she was nursing and did one and smiled. lol! She can also move herself pretty well, on her back and her tummy...
le premier decembre
I can’t believe it’s already December! Both of my kiddos are napping, and I swept and did a few small things. I’d really like to vacuum, but I have to wait until they are awake. I am also putting...
11/30
Happy Holidays, I gained two pounds this week. D; Not going to lie, I ate damn well this week. We hosted Thanksgiving at our house, so we made the food. I made homemade bread and cherry crisp. Ja...
bread making
Is always a late-night activity for me. I never start the dough until the afternoon so I end up having to stay up late to finish it. Tonight it’s going to be about 2am before I go to bed… I am so...
11/26
I am in a better mood today… I get very grumpy when I haven’t had sleep. I didn’t get quality sleep last night either but Jacob took the kids and I slept alone for an hour. it was nice! We are tr...
all I want for xmas
is sleep. Lorelei has not been sleeping well. I guess I’ve heard of these “sleep regressions.” Cannon never had them because he never slept from birth. ;P Anyway, she has been waking up a lot, an...
body/looks rant (skip over this one, it's just for me to vent)
I really, really miss my old body. I find myself hating my body so much everyday. I can’t stand to look at myself. I never feel sexy, even when J and I are in the midst of sex itself. He is alway...
11/24
Oh my gosh, I had such an exhausting weekend. My kids enjoyed it though! Friday I finally got out of the house and ventured to Target with my sister. We picked out matching sweaters for the boys ...
11/21
My sister (who is a nurse) works with an occupational therapist who works with autistic children and the therapist thinks that Cannon could be on the spectrum, based on what my sister told her. I...
11/20
Cannon is playing with Lorelei and she is laughing at him and talking to him. So cute! I wasn’t sure Cannon would like having a sibling but he seems to. He has a difficult time not being too roug...
sigh
My kids are asleep before 10:30 and I want to sleep too but I can’t because I am too agitated from sexual frustration. I am starting to feel resentful and I hate that. I wish I didn’t. I wish I ...
11/19
Cannon had his weekly speech therapy session. The early learning teacher came by with the normal lady that comes by. She gave me some really good ideas for this week. She also wanted me to work o...
grr
I want to watch Gilmore Girls but I can’t because Jacob is doing work and I cannot watch it without him. D; WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK OF IT.
11/17
I signed up for my spring classes today. I am taking the geography class I need and an elective that I am pretty excited about: feminist theory. it is cross-listed with English (I am a history ma...
woo
I lost a pound this week despite not working out from being sick. And I am officially out of the 130s. I’ll take it!
11/15
We are all sick. It was inevitable, since Cannon has been sick a few times since starting daycare. At least it is just a cold and not the flu or something! I still need to get my flu shot… I am t...
11/12
I’ve just been addicted to Gilmore Girls and obsessively cleaning the kitchen. Also trying to keep up with folding and putting away clean clothes but as soon as I start, a kid needs me or somethi...
yay!
Lorelei rolled from her tummy to her back!
bored
Everything feels so mind-numbing but I am also very tired. I have no idea what to do so I just keep cleaning things but it is a cycle of boredom and wishing I was doing something else but not bei...
stolen
1) What is your biggest fear about making a total commitment to someone? i don’t have fears of that anymore. 2) Did you accept or deny your last friend request? I ignored it. If people add me fro...
11/7
I am very tired. Not enough coffee in the world. Lorelei has been waking up more than usual, and she constantly wants to nurse/be held. If I put her down when she is asleep, she immediately wake...
11/5
I did something to my back. I woke up this morning with the whole right side of my back aching really bad. I can’t move without hurting. Cannon wouldn’t walk to the car from daycare, so I had to ...
elections and whatnot
Wtf, Kansas?! how can you re-elect Brownback. seriously, what the fuck. I am moving, eff this noise.
11/4
Busy weekend! Friday night we handed out candy and watched Sabrina the Teenage Witch. On Saturday, my sister boyfriend came to town and we went out to dinner. Jacob and I went to sushi before th...
